Amari
I've been extremely busy the last few weeks, barely getting any sleep! With the kids calling my name from left to right. Then, me still caring for my doggy, Coco.
And Jay popping up at different hours of the night sometimes slipping in bed early in the morning.
but he's the least of my concerns right now.
"Mommy, you forgot to tie my shoe and do my hair.", Zariah yelled.
I sighed.
"Momma! you didn't take me for my haircut like you said you would yesterday!", Jaeson yelled.
I was on the verge of just blasting a bullet straight through my head, when surprisingly .. a knock was on the door.
"Hold on, Kids!", I yelled, walking towards the door.
I simply opened the door, without any precaution.
"Hey Babygirl.", Amarius yelled, walking through the door hugging me, before I hugged Rochelle.
I simply just smiled.
Finally after I got them situated, and was about to sit down, I heard, " MOMMMMMY! MOMMMA!", from two different directions.
I took in a deep breath, after excusing myself from my company.
I tied Zariah's shoes, and combed her head, after doing so .. I told them both to go downstairs and give hugs and kisses.
On my way back down the stairs, I felt a sharp pain, but I simply ignored and continued on.
After sitting down in the living room, Amarius asked, "Matter of fact, where's jay?"
I rolled my eyes to the thought of him. That Amarius knew what the deal was.
After explaining what Jay had dead, he was shocked at the fact that it happened. I know damn well I wasn't.
After telling him, he picked up his phone, and I was assuming he was about to call Jay.
"Are you okay?", Rochelle said, looking at the pained look on my face.
I shook my head, and said, "No, I think I need to go to the hospital.
When Amarius got off the phone, he rushed me to the hospital.
We had left Rochelle at the house with the kids, and Jay was soon supposed to be arriving there, i guess.
" What's your emergency ma'am?", the receptionist asked.
"I'm pregnant, and I seem to be having - ugh - abdominal pains.", I said while holding my stomach.
after a while the doctor began running tests trying to figure what was going on, only to find out that I had lost my baby - my baby
I
had
lost
her
...
and I was beyond furious with Jay. it was his fault, I was stressed ...
I love him, but enough is enough.
the doctor had said that I was losing a lot of blood, and that if need to stay so I could be monitored, so I asked Amarius to take to the kids to mamas, and him and Rochelle could stay up there with me.
When I finally felt comfortable, I dozed off lying on my back.
I woke up to the sound of laughter, seeing Rochelle and Amarius together made me smile, I know for a fact that they were happy.
