chapter twenty.
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Amari POV.
I'm sitting waiting room, waiting for the doctor to come out.
HOPING .. and praying to god that my baby is okay.
I have Zaria in my lap asleep, and Jaeson is sitting in the chair, playing with my IPhone 5C.
Soon, my phone started ringing.
" ma ma.", Jaeson said handing the phone to me.
" thanks baby.", I said.
I grabbed the phone and answered it.
it was Jays mama.
"heeeyy mama.", I said.
"I've been thinking about what we are going to get Jay -"
" I'm at the hospital, mama. Jay was shot."
"oh my lord, Is my baby okay", she said sounding as if she was tearing up.
"I don't know, the doctor hasn't came out yet. I don't know how long I can stay out here with the kids, but I can't sleep knowing he is hear.", I exclaimed.
she sighed, and said" it's going to be alright, I'm going to fly up there tonight."
"you don't have to do that, mama.", I said but she had already hung up the phone.
I held my head down, and began to pray, " god please please, don't take him. I know he isn't perfect to you, but I love him. and so does Jaeson and Zaria. god, I know he is in your hands, and I know that you know best, and I know that I ask for a lot, and I know that I don't always say what I'm going to do, BUT GOD PLEASE .. bring my baby back."
hours later ..
" ma'am ma'am ... are you here for Jaylion Shaun Parker?", some lady in scrubs said to me.
I nodded while rubbing my eyes.
" I'm very sorry, but mr. parker has suffered serious head injures and he is in a deep coma. we are trying everything that we can, but we are not really sure if he is going to wake up.", she said.
" wha what do you mean you don't know if he will wake up? he's okay, right? he's gonna wake up? oh my god.", I said, while stepping back and plopping in a chair.
I looked down at Zaria in my arms, and cried. then looked at Jaeson and cried even harder.
these babies probably aren't even going to see their daddy. I thought.
the lady apologized, and walked away.
i went ahead, and packed all the kids clothes, and put it in the car. we drive away from the house to a hotel called, " Wingate " ( a real hotel. )
I bought the room, and laid the kids in bed since they were already sleep.
I already knew tonight was going to be a long night for me, my eyes were bloodshot, and I was exhausted. I could not go to bed knowing that my baby could die anytime.
while I was in my thoughts ... my phone started going off. it was zean.
phone call ..
Zean - hey, Amari when is Zaria coming?
Amari - I don't know .. Zean ...
Zean - you alright?
Amari - Yeah, why would I not be?
Zean - you lying, I've known your ass for too long. don't try and lie to me.
Amari - it's nothing, Zean. I'm perfectly fine.
Zean - alright Amari .. when you ready to tell me what's up, call me. I got to take Zyana to practice.
Amari - practice?
Zean - yeah, she done started dancing. haha.
Amari - awh how cute.
Zean - yeah, so I'll talk to you later.
Amari - okay, bye.
end of call.
then I thought ...
well, I should probably go visit the family soon. I don't know when .... but i need to get away from all of this.
I'm sorry, it's soo short.
and the LATE update.
how was it?
what's going to happen to Jay?
should Amari go home or nah?
