fuck it!
i will not slice my tongue and purge the truth in order to keep your obese heart delighted. you do not deserve such pleasure, especially after bringing forth the burden within me.
you must have blueprinted my demise from the beginning.
you knew which targets to hit. you knew how you could make your way in. you went into my mind (my fortress; my declining machine) and swam to my heart (my illogical moon; my tenderness), only to toss it into the oven for tonight's dinner. (just buy some fucking beef at sam's club, you cheap bitch!)
you broke my shield and snapped my wires and bit my circuits and stole the treasures that i allowed only you to access (i didn't know you were covered in sin and ruthlessness).
goddamn it! god fucking damn it! you weren't even supposed to be in this goddamned show! you were never supposed to be in this fucking show! you must've thrown out the male lead and stolen that role for yourself!
you fucking asshole! look at this fucking carnage that i am dissolving in! look at the dysfunctional mess you've fucking made! look at the delirious guts and the drowning blood and the fucking soft cells that have morphed into broken shells!
LOOK AT WHAT YOU FUCKING DID! IS THERE ANY PART OF YOU THAT FEELS THE GRIME THAT I AM SUFFERING FROM? DO YOU FEEL THE DEATH OF AN ARMY? THE COLLAPSE OF A KINGDOM? THE CATASTROPHE OF A PLANET? THE CATACLYSMIC RUINS OF A UNIVERSE? DO YOU FEEL LIKE THE GREAT FLOOD, SURGING THROUGH THE ROOF WITH WOUNDS AND CRIES AND WAR TORN BLUES?
is there any blue within you. you're an orange piece of shit. you must've stolen the sun since the sky is bleak and dead. fuck you! and i say, fuck you, you fucking virgo.
we never even fucked, and maybe i shall end as a virgin, just like you.
we never even fucked.
