Vidcon begins

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Emma's POV

Jack and I wake up to an alarm. It was the alarm to reminds us to get up for Vidcon. I don't have a meet-up today, but Jack does.

I change into my foral crop top and blue high rise shorts. I also put on a pair of vans Connor had gotten me.

Jack wears a black t-shirt and basketball shorts. He also wears the vans I got him.

After I put on a little make-up, we meet up with everyone in Ricky and Rebecca's room. Apparently everyone has a meet-up or something to go to.

I go with Jack to his meet-up. I end up signing a few things and taking pictures with "Jama" fans. After an hour, I get bored and tell Jack that I'm going to get something to eat. While I'm walking to the vending machine, I see Trevor. He spots me and says hey. Turns out that Trevor was free for the day. We decide to hang out despite Jack's warning. We could just be friends right? We run around the hotel and then crash in the room. We decide play video games. I suck but it's still fun. After an hour we decide to watch White Chicks on Netflix. While we are watching the movie, Trevor puts his arm around me and we cuddle. I know this is wrong but it felt good I don't know. Then to my surprise, Trevor tries to kiss me. I kiss back and then pull away. What will Jack do if he finds out about this?! He would be so mad and disappointed in both of us. Then Trevor says I love you and without realizing I answer I love you back. I think I love both of them. I then draft off into a sleep.

I wake up to Jack's scream, "Why?! I told you guys to stay away from each other!" Trevor tries apologizing, but leaves in defeat. I begin to cry. "I love you Emma, but you can't keep doing this to me. You can't keep cheating on me," Jack says. I finally speak, "I'm sorry Jack, I didn't mean to cheat, but I really do love both of you." "Well come back when you choose. I'm not saying we're breaking up but lets take a break until you know who you want," Jack tells me and I begin to cry more. "Will you still sleep with me." I ask him. "No Emma I can't ok. I think you can last one day and if you need someone go ask Trevor to sleep with you, but I can't," he tells me. "But I can't sleep without you! I don't want to sleep with Trevor I want to sleep with you," I tell him hoping to change his mind,  "I love you," I continue. "I know you love me, but I also know you love him. Let's just taker a break... for one day," he says and leaves the room.

I continue to cry and am tempted to self harm. Just as I'm going to do it, Connor walks in. "What do you think you're doing," he starts. "Why would you even think about doing this," he continues. I just continue to cry. He hugs me and tells me that everything is going to be alright. I would normally just what the "It gets better" video, but hearing Jack's voice right now would probably make me cry more.

Connor asks me what happen, but I really do want to talk. He understands and just sits there with me. After an hour, I finally convince myself to tell Connor what happened. He tells me I should trust me heart and everything will work out, but my heart wants both of this. He tells me I should try avoiding both of them for now. This would work if I didn't have a meet-up with Jack tomorrow. I tell Connor this , but he doesn't know what I should do. He says that Jack and I have to work things out before the meet-up tomorrow. So now I only have until tonight to think.

"Well I have to go now. See you later Emma. Just listen to some music and everything will work out," Connor says and leaves.

Trevor's POV

I don't know what happened today. I mean why did I hang out with Emma again? Jack probably hates me or wants to kill me. Probably both. I need to talk to someone about this. Maybe Ricky can help.

Ok I'm going to end it here. Next chapter will be Ricky's convo with Trevor and maybe their will be special guests ;). BYEEEEE ~~~ Emma 

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