I cut myself. After I did that I wrote names in them one said. Zach. Then the other one said. Lorna. I couldn't believe I did it. I cut a total of 25 times. There was blood all over the floor then I hear a knock. " Loren hurry up " Lorna yelled. " okay one sec " I yelled back I cleaned up all the blood off the floor and got the blades and hid them in my pocket. " all yours " I say. I go into my room and close my door. Once I lay down Lorna bust into my room. "Loren what the fuck " Lorna says "what " I say sleepily. " why is there blood in the shower " I shot up after that. " no reason " I say " um okay well Zach's coming over tomorrow to eat dinner with us will you be joining " Lorna says as nicely as possible. "probably not but I'll tell you tomorrow"
Next day
" I'll get it MOM " I yell. I open the door and see Zach. " hi " I say as I walk away. " she's upstairs 2nd door on the left " Zach nods and walks past me as fast as he can. I walk up to my room and Lorna's door is open of course and there they are kissing. " LORNA DAD SAID TO CLOSE YOUR DOOR " I yell. Lorna gets up and slams her door. I decide to text Luna.
( L= Loren B= Luna )
L: can you hang out
B: yasss
L: Zach's here so hurry up
B: aren't him and Lorna dating
L: yup that's why I need you
B: be there in five
I put my phone down and hear a knock. " I'll get it mom " I say I see Luna and drag her inside. " hey mom " Luna yells " hi sweetie " my mom says. We go into my room and close the door. Then we hear a thud coming from Lorna's room. I rush over to see if she's okay. " omg Lorna are you okay " I say genuinely concerned. " yeah I'm okay " she says. "Hi Loren " Zach says. I leave and close the door. I go back into my room and close the door. " is she okay " Luna says " yeah she's fine " I say. " Loren your ignoring Zach I hear him say hi to you and you just closed the door " Luna says to me. " I just can't right now " I say quietly. " let's cheer you up come on to the mall " Luna yells
Lorna's POV
" bye mom " Loren yells as she walks out. " Zach come on " I say to him "where are we going " Zach asks "Loren's room " I say " why " Zach ask "to look through her stuff " I say "okay" Zach says. We go into Loren's room and right as we walk in her led lights turn on. " cool " Zach says. I hop on her bed and immediately get stabbed by something right as I lit my hand under the pillow. I lift up the pillow. And I see two razor blades. With name on them. One says Zach and the other one says my name. " look at this " I show Zach. Zach's eyes widen. " that's really serious you should talk to her about it wait is that my name " Zach asks . I nod . I look around and find her diary. I open it to they newest day and I read it out loud. " Dear Diary I'm heartbroken the boy I love loves someone else. It's even worse that it's my sister. Ugh Zach would never like a girl like me. On the bright side of things. Weston is the best friend I could ever ask for he has helped me through this but. Diary you can't tell anyone this but I cut myself today because I don't know why every time I cut the pain went away. Weston and Luna are gonna be so pissed. UGH I WISH I COULD JUST DIE ALREADY. " I finish reading. I look up at Zach and we put everything back where we found it. I'm going to confront her about it tonight
