The girl with blue eyes and a broken smile.....

Chapter 1

Mari's POV

Often times I wish I never woke up in the mornings.....that maybe my heart would suddenly just stop while I was asleep....that mabye if the universe cared enough to hear my cries of pain it would give me a painless death.....but let's be honest the universe fucking hates me....I mean why else would I be abused and bullied every single fucking day of my life
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Confused by my thoughts? Ok I'll explain.....

When I was about 10 my mother and father were going through yet another rough patch in their relationship and this not being the first time I thought they were just gonna get over and tolerate each other but boy was I wrong ,you see my father is a drinker to put it nicely, He's always passing out drunk on the couch after drinking a bottle of liquor and my mom...well she was a sweet and caring women but she also had a bit of a problem with not staying loyal to my father so as you guess there was a lot of fighting going on when I was young.....but I was use to that....but then everything went to hell after my mother decided to leave me forever alone and only with my alcoholic father who would then become my abusive father as well...
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Listen hear me out I'm not pitying myself ok! I'm just simply explainig everything as it is, Living is so over rated honestly......

 

*flashback*

I was in the living room playing with my dolls while my dad and mom were cooking dinner, I was about to say something to my mom but instead i got interupted  by mom and dad fighting again, lately they had been doing that so every time they fought i just covered my ears i could still hear there yells tho then i saw my mom get slapped by my dad then she got

but back to the preasant, right now he had me on the floor in my room and was punching me kicking and throwing beer bottles at me so right now i was surrounded and covered with glass and blood then he stopped I was about to get up but then he grabbed me by my hair and threw me down the stairs as i was going down stairs i heard a few of my bones brake probably a few ribs it'll heal after all the beatings could be so much worse-- my thoughts were then interupted by my dad grabbing a knife from the kitchen and then he came charging at me with it but my instincts kicked in and i imeaditley  ran up to my room making sure to lock the door so he couldnt't try to beat me in the middle of the night then I eventually fell asleep.....          

*in the morning for mari *         

I woke up to "MARINETTE DUPAIN-CHENG GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW"!!  jeez here we go again as soon as I got down stairs he threw a beer bottle at me which hit me right in the forehead,then he told me to make him breakfast for him wich was hashbrowns,french toast,eggs,bacon and fresh fruit after i gave him his breakfast i tried to grab an apple but then he threw another beer bottle at me meaning i wasn't allowed to eat,so i just went upstairs and took a shower to get all the beer,glass,and blood out of my hair but as i was about enter the shower i grabbed my razor, after i scrubbed my hair out i decided  to cut myself as usaul i put the razor to my skin and started cutting after that i got out and got dressed into  (PIC BELOW)

and her hair,imagine it's her hair color (PIC BELOW)  (she has to wear long sleeves to hide her scars,and bruises)

after she dressed and fixed her hair she went to school preparing herself to get bullied by the schools most populur kids Adrien agreste,and his best freind nino lahiffe along with his girlfreind alya ceisare(DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL HER LAST NAME)........

HEY GUYS HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS STORY SORRY IF ITS CONFUSING I STARTED WRITING THIS AT 11:15 PM AND FINISHED IT AT 5:10 AM !! YEESH!

PLEASE COMMENT WHAT YOU THINK,NOW IM GOING TO GO TAKE A LONG LONG LOOOONG NAP !!   :-) BYYYYE!