A letter for Aaron.

Dear diary...

Right well, first of all my name is Robert Sugden and I don't usually write stuff like this but it's for Aaron. To be honest I don't even know how to start this off, I just really want him to know how much he means to me, I want him to know that until his sentence is over, I will wait for him. But I just don't know what words to use. Aaron is like my best friend, my lover and my husband all in one person. I'm so lucky to have him, I'm really lucky because he could pull anyone in that suit. But honestly, I don't know how to describe him, he's beautiful, and not just on the outside, he's been through so much and so many heartbreaks, but it's made him a better person. It's made him stronger, and even though he's not here with me right now, I keep on going because he's my motivation. He makes me realise that there is some good in the village. I also want him to know that liv is okay, she's being homeschooled and she's doing really well, she misses him but we all do. We all just want him home. I'm sort of writing this because I think that he feels like I'm going to give up on him and I wanted to write to him to promise him that I'm not going to give up on him again, I won't be able to handle losing him forever. I told him this on our wedding day, that I will stay faithful, and I will keep trying to be better for him because he deserves it. He deserves someone to love him for who he is, and I think he's pretty amazing. See the thing about Aaron is, he's so used to people leaving him and giving up on him, that he thinks no one will stay around. Jackson left him. His mother abandoned him as a child, he believes he's not good enough for anyone, but he's good enough for me. One thing he always asks is who's gonna wanna be with a person like him? And the honest answer is I do. Just like I said in my vows. I want him. Just him. No one else.