I have this fanfic titled "Love or Obsession" and I still don't recomend it.
Once upon my fanfic writing, I tried to write smut. (I should kill myself now, I know)
I learned 3 things after.
1. I can't write a smut.
2. Don't write smut if you don't know how to write it.
3. Smut can't have a happy ending.
And I love happy ending. I love ending my story where they ride a Pegasus towards the horizon, creating raibows, glitters and butterflies.
I wrote that story even before Seulgi debuted in Red Velvet. They just revealed the SM rookies then, but I was so in love with her because people are making a buzz that she's Chanyeol and Sandara's daughter.
And I am a huge Chandara shipper. I told myself, I had to make a fanfic about her just to make Chanyeol and Sandara her parents and fulfill my ship. #goals
But yeah, I can't read that fanfic. Up until now I'm debating if I should unpublish it or let it be.