Believe me

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K A T E L Y N ' S  P R O V:

Once Jessica and I got to the set, we both headed to make up. All they way through walking to set and through make up. She didn't say a word and seemed kind of nervy.

After our make up was done, we had a little time so I decided to go talk to her to see if everything was OK.
"Jessica?" I slowly approach her and place my hand on his shoulder to comfort her, "Are you OK? You seem a little worried. Is everything alright?" She spins around and faces me, she lets out a deep sigh I didn't realise she was holding.
"I need to talk to you." She said with a worried look. Her look made me worried and I crossed my arms and held my shoulders high.
"What is it?"
"Not here." She says quickly then grabs my wrist and pulls me into an off-side room. She drags me in and closes the door behind us. She turns on the light and looks directly at me,  making me kind of worried and concerned.
"What is it?" I ask again, in hope for an answer this time.
"Your boyfriend, Chandler." She breaths out.
"OK. What about him?" I cross my arms again and my eyebrows from a concerned frown.
"I don't know if you saw... but in the cast breakfast bar... he kind of..." she stopped to take a deep breath and I was losing my patience.
"He kind of what?" I took a step closer, I could feel the tears building up in my eyes because I knew it was about to be something bad.
"He kind of hit on me.... I'm so sorry I thought I'd tell you because you were so nice to me and I..... he just.... and then..... sorry." Towards the end of her little explanation I had blanked out. I wasn't listening, I was in too much of a shock. Did he really do that?
"What did he do?" I shook my head not sure if I should believe her. I looked at her and saw she had tears in her eyes.
"He put his hand on my thigh under the table so you wouldn't see... and when you left to go pay he invited me over his trailer after filming was done. Obviously I denied it but-" I cut her off almost immediately.
"He did what?!" I said slightly too loud.
"I'm so sorry Katelyn... I- I hope I did the right thing telling you." I was just completely ignoring and trying to process what was happening. On the spur of the moment I rushed out of the off-side room we were in and towards the set. I scanned the massive crowd for Greg and when I finally found him, I ran towards him.
"Hey... uh is it OK if I re-schedule? I have some really important stuff to take care of." I say slightly out of breath. He took slightly too long to reply so I looked around and saw Jessica standing a little way behind me.
"Sure. Be here on Tuesday. That's the only free time we have OK?" He finally answered. I nodded and walked towards the exit of the set.

Once I finally made it to the trailers I was on Chandlers floor and I was speed walking past all the door numbers in search for his. Jessica was slowly trailing behind me. I did know how I was supposed to feel, what should I say to him? Should I slap him? No... yes... no. I can't do that. I'll just show him how angry I am.

I finally reach his trailer door and I bang on it three times really loudly. The next thing the door to Chandler's trailer was open and he was standing by the door. I burst through the door without even looking at him.
"Katelyn? Are you OK?" He slowly closes the door and walks to me with his arms open asking for a hug. I swat his arms away and turn away from him and put my hands in my hair.
"How could you?" I mumble and feel the tears coming again.
"What? Katelyn... what's wrong?" He put his hand on my shoulder in attempt to calm me but it only makes me angrier. I spin around to face him and push him away.
"HOW COULD YOU?" I screamed and took a deep breath in.
"How could I what?" He looked at me in utter confusion.
"You know what I'm talking about Chandler! Don't you dare play dumb with me!"
"Katelyn I-"
"NO! I know what you did, you know what you did. Jessica knows what you di-" He cut me off, by now the tears were running down my face.
"Oh shit... Katelyn I can explain..."
"Don't bother. We're done." I tried to storm past him but he grabbed my shoulders and held me in front of him.
"Why are you so angry?" He looked me in the eyes and gently rubbed my shoulders.
"Why am I so angry? Geee I don't know!" I said sarcastically. "Chandler! Do you understand how serious this is... you think I'm not going to be angry about this! Have you met me? I get really angry if you spit your gum on the floor! This is one thousand times worse!" I took a deep breath in and held it. He moved one hand to my back and gently rubbed my back. I just looked at him with disgust and anger. I can't believe him.
I pushed myself away from him and all the angry built up and I did something I regretted doing the second after. I slapped him across the face. He yelled in pain and held his cheek.
"Katelyn!" He says through his teeth, he looked at me with shock. I look down at my hand in shock too and gasped silently. "I don't know what you've heard but whatever it is. It's not true." He pulled his hand away from his cheek and shakes his head looking at me. "Who told you?" He adds.
"J-J-Jessica." I say shaking like mad. I hear him chuckle which sends me into a loop of confusion. He pulls me into a hug and I don't pull away this time, but I don't hug back.
"What did she say?" He kissed the top of my head, I was about to pull away and walk out but his hug tightened and I just melted into his arms.
"She said that you were rubbing her thigh under t-the table then invited her back to your trailer after she's done filming." I look up at him and his arms were still wrapped around me.
"She's told you the complete opposite... she did all that to me. I promise you and when you went to pay the bill I told her off and told her not to do it again. Katelyn I love you and only you." He looked down and stared directly into my eyes.
"How do I know you're telling the truth?" I gulped.
He kissed me gently and I kissed him back as soon as his lips touched me. He put his hands on my cheeks and slowly pulled away. My eyes stayed closed. I didn't want it to end.
"You already believe that I'm telling the truth... because other wise, you wouldn't have kissed me back." He smiled down at me. I put my hands on his cheeks and kissed him again. I gently rubbed my thumb across the cheek that I slapped, that had now gone a dark shade of pink. He held my cheeks and I held his. We kissed each other with love. I knew he was the one to trust. I can't believe I actually believed that he would do that. Why does he still love me? Why is he kissing me back? Why is he holding my cheeks? Why is he so close to me and looking at me with love? I can't take it. It's all too much, I don't deserve him... he's way to good to me. I pull away and pull my hands away, I step back and his hands drop from my cheeks. I shake my head and gulp.
"Katelyn?" He looked at me. He looked at me in a way he's never looked at me before. He actually looks heartbroken.
"Chandler." I breath out as tears threatened to fall. He takes a step closer to me.
"Kate, what's wrong? You were fine seconds ago... do you not believe me?" He frowned in concern.
"No.. Chandler I do. I promise I do... I-I-I just can't." I slowly walked towards the door.
He hates me.
"Can't do what? Katelyn please." He grabbed my wrist but I pulled away.
He hates me.
"I'm sorry Chandler. You deserve better." I look at him over my shoulder then face the door.
He hates me.
"No Katelyn! I barely deserve you. Having you is way more than I deserve." He looked at me and I swear I saw tears in his life.
He hates me.
"I'm messing up your life!" I say just over my normal volume.
He hates me.
"My life is better with you in it-" by the time he finishes I'm out the door.
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IK IK cliche and drama I just feel as if the story line is a bit typical rn but trust me. Just trust me it's gonna get better - Katie

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