C H A N D L E R ' S P R O V:
It's been about three days since Katelyn and I had that little 'disagreement' and I haven't seen Katelyn since. On the way to filming I've stopped by her trailer everyday but she either, doesn't answer or tells me to go away.
What's her problem?
We haven't had any scenes to shoot together for a while so I haven't even got to see her on set. I actually really miss her, even though it's been three days. Jessica's tried to talk to me. I just keep walking I don't want anything thing to do with her. Even though I should really make up with her because our characters on the show are so close and they have a romantic relationship but I just don't want to see her.
I lay in bed in complete silence. I don't know what time it is, I don't want to know either. I've been doing this every night. Waking up in the middle of the night and just laying on my bed thinking about stuff and mostly about... her.
Thinking about her, makes me realise even more how much I need to know she's OK. Even if she doesn't want to date me. I need her to know that I still want to be at least friends. I just need to see her and I need to tell her that I'm OK and I need to see that she is OK. I need to hear her voice saying 'It's OK' that's all I'm asking for. The more I think about it. The more I need it. After a good ten minutes of thinking about her and how I need to see her face, I decided to head to her trailer, even though it's 3:09am. I get up and put on some sweatpants and a white shirt. I slip my shoes on and leave my trailer a while after.
Im standing outside Katelyn's trailer staring at the door. My had is in the position to knock but I just can't bring myself to do it. The hall way is dark and quite creepy. I'm kind of freaking out. It took me ten minutes to get here because my trailer is so far away from hers but it was worth it. I just needed to see her face. That's why I'm here.
I knock on the door. I wait a few seconds until I hear shuffling inside her trailer. All of a sudden light beam through the gap under neath the door and I hear foot steps walking slowly towards the door. I take a deep breath in and watch the door as it slowly opens. I look past the door to see Katelyn standing there. In sweatpants and a sports bra. I take in a shaky breath and let it out. She looks at me with confusion then steps aside inviting me in.
"Chandler what are you doing here?" She said once I was inside of her trailer. She closed the door and walked over to me. The only light was her bedside table lamp. She stood in front of me with her arms crossed across her chest.
"I need to say that I'm OK. And I need to hear you say that you're OK." I look direct into her eyes, that I can just about see thanks to this poor lighting. I start to panic when she doesn't say anything for a little bit but then she takes a deep breath in,
"I'm OK." She says simply and tiredly.
"I'm OK." I say and nod my head, still staring into her eyes. She sighs and looks around the room nervously.
"You should go." She says while rubbing her forearms with her hands. "Did you really come all this way just to ask me if I'm OK and to tell me that you're OK?" I hear her let out a pathetic chuckle. "Chandler, you should seriously go. It's late." She adds.
"I'm sorry Katelyn. OK. I'm sorry, don't ask me what for because I don't know either all I know is that I've done something wrong and you didn't like it and I'll never know what that thing is because I'll never understand you. I'll never be able to put off you're pieces together like a puzzle because I just don't understand how." I take a step closer to her and put my hands on her forearms and look down at her. She looks up at me with no emotion and just looks at me. We stay like that for a while. "So please tell me Kate.... why am I sorry because I don't even know myself I just apologise for something I don't even know about. So please talk to me Kate, tell me what I did wrong." I whisper to her and take another step closer so that our bodies are touching.
"You've done nothing wrong." She breathed out and looked up into my eyes. "That's why you're sorry." She gulped.
"And that is exactly why I will never understand you, Katelyn May Nacon." I keep staring down at her.
"Why did you take me back? I slapped you and called you a liar." She looked down.
"Because I know that you didn't mean it, and if I actually did do that stuff I knew that you wouldn't be afraid to tell me what's right and what's wrong." I smile at her once her face is looking back at mine. My smile drops when I see her go up on her tippy toes to kiss me. I lean down to meet her lips but then I see her tilt her head and kiss the cheek that she slapped. She kissed it for about five seconds then replaced her lips with her hand and held my cheek looking at me. Still on her tippy toes. I look at her lips and feel her hand against my cheek. I stare down at her lips once again then all of a sudden I grab her face and I'm kissing her with a groan. She doesn't hesitate to kiss back. I slowly walk her towards the wall, still kissing her until her back hits a wall. I pull away and notice that both her hands were in my hair. She's slightly panting. I am too. We look at each other in shock, with wide eyes.
"I'm sorry Chandler, OK. Don't ask me what for because... I-I don't know." She basically mimicked me to prove her point. Her eyes are dotting from place to place on my face whilst mine focus on her eyes and lips. I put my hands on her hips and take tight grip of them.
"I don't want you to think that I don't love you. Because I do and I'm sorry I made you feel that way but please tell me you know it's true. I do love you." I leaned in close for another kiss, I tilted my head to the side and closed my eyes waiting for her lips to connect with mine. But that didn't happen. She lifted her finger and put it on my lips just before I was about to kiss her.
"Do you wanna stay the night?" She whispered quietly in my ear. I felt my whole body blush and I smiled brightly. M
"Yes please." I smiled and giggled quietly. She giggled too. Then she finally gave me the kiss I was getting too eager to have. I was the first to pull away. I rested my forehead on hers and closed my eyes. Her hands were still tangled in my hair,
"We should get to bed." She smiled and trailed her hands from my hair to my cheeks. I blush and the red in my cheeks burn. All I do is nod and then she takes my hand and leads me to her bed.
She lays down on her side facing outwards. I climb on the bed next to her and spoon her body with mine. I wrap my arm around her waist and cuddled my head into the back of my neck. When I'm about to fall asleep I realise that I still have my shoes on. I kick them off and then pull Katelyn back so that she pressed against my body I lift the covers over us and soon my eyes become heavy and I fall alseep.
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AHH
