Writing this is equally joyous and a ride up and down of emotions! firstly I don't want to proceed before cleaning up my Niyaah, for It will be a devastator if not rectified.
With an empty page and a laptop slayed in front, thoughts spiraled up as a puzzle in the brain, Not to mention keeping a few chapters to revise for the test next day, already procrastinated; I sit in my room, wondering what to write when all of the sudden and of course with his Fazal and Rehmah this idea was popped in!
I want to write to acknowledge my own self, about my feelings and specially why I did all that stuff then.. name it muhasaba or anything.. Ultimately I want my Rabbul Alameen to be pleased with me and grant me closeness to him through this.
They returned only a few hours ago but they left a huge imprint on our hearts! I'll Never Forget you in Duas hope you do too!
Ya Wadood, Ya Rahmaan! You hear want I rant aloud and whisper deep in the heart, Make us embark this journey of words with the Khalis (pure) niyyah, and make our goal gaining your Qurb and inspiration to the whole ummah.
Oh Arhamur Rahimeen, give us the true love of Nabi Akram ﷺ through this and make This work a source of Sadaqa e jariya for all those who are reading and writing.
Ya Allah! we are not worthy of this work but its your divine mercy, we make shukr to you for this oh Allah forgive all our shortcomings that may occur through out this journey of words, either intentionally or otherwise.
Ya Allah accept all of us!
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This narrative might be similar to an account written by Respected Syed Nawaz sir, Nonetheless This would have no comparison to His noble work enriched with aw inspiring wisdom which touches one so deep that the tears tend to purify and sooth the soul yearning for this happiness!
May Allah Azzawajal grant Him, Beautiful reward both in Duniya and Akhira. May Allah Ta'ala grant us qubooliyat too!

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SpiritualWriting an excerpt from the book of my feelings, After being blessed to encounter those beloved of Ar Rahmaan! They were few, they touched the hearts of many. May Allah qubool us. taqabal Allah hu minna wa minkum