I Can't Live Without You

Why Baby Boy?!?!

Justin's POV

Why my baby and my best-friend. Damon and I are sitting in the waiting room of the hospital. A nurse came out and said "Justin and Damon Blake?" We stood up and followed her to the room. Once we walked in there I saw my baby hooked up to a bunch of machines and then Damon moved a curtain and I saw my best-friend and fell on my knees crying and praying they would wake up......

*10 days later*

I saw Mickey moving around. I got up and ran to her. She opened her eyes all the sudden I heard a beeping. Her eyes were closing I was trying to hold back tears. All of the sudden people asked who I was to her." Her Boyfriend." I responded. They told me to hold her hand and they were going to give her shocks to save her. "1...2...3...Clear!" I heard a doctor say they did that 3 more times and she woke up. I kissed her and she kissed back. "Awww!" We turned our heads and Raegan was sitting straight up and had red eyes and had been crying. "Shut up you butt" I said hugging him tightly. "OW" Raegan yelled. "Sorry" I replied.

*3 days later*

We were just sitting at Mickey's house watching a movie.  All the sudden I felt Kenzie tense up and start crying. She has been having panic attacks lately. I try to comfort her but she just moves. I told Raegan I had to go to the restroom. I went in the restroom and locked the door and found my razor-blades and then I swiped them across my wrists. 1.....3......5....10. I washed my hands and cuts and went and got a hoodie put it on and grabbed one for Mickey. She was better and put the hoodie on. I guess Raegan saw my wrists because he pulled me into the kitchen. "What are those, Justin?" he said in a very angry tone. " I thought she was mad at me" I said. "I'm disappointed in you Justin." he said. "Yea I know." I said with my head hanging down. We walked out and I acted like he said something funny. She can't find out........