I Can't Live Without You

Flashbacks (pt.3) continued..

This is the 3rd flashback continued and then you will find out who the baby daddy is of Mickey's baby. K. Bye Loves.

"Natasha again?" he asked. I nodded my head. He walked over and hugged me. Justin came running through the door and I fell to my knees. He picked me up and tried to calm me down, but it didn't work. He put me down on my bed and brought me a water, blankets, and more comfortable clothes. He walked out of the room and went back to school. I saw Rae come in and he said, "Get comfy while Jay is gone. He went back to get your work and then he's coming right home." I just nodded. Justin and I share a master bedroom, so I walked into the bathroom. I locked the door and looked at myself in the mirror. I slit my wrists and then I called Jay. 

Phone Call - m= Mickey j= Justin

m- I am in the bathroom. I don't wanna live anymore. I am sorry. 

j- baby? listen don't do anything until I get home.

m- (silence)

j- baby? answer me!!

m- (silence)

j- I'm calling 911 and Rae.

2 minutes later

Rae was banging on the door I didn't wanna get up. He busted down the door. He picked me up. "Rae? I'm sleepy" I said almost closing my eyes. "No, Cutie? Don't close your eyes stay awake. For me?" He said almost crying. "Okay, I'll try." The paramedics came and took me to the hospital. They saved me.....Shit.

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I know this chapter was alot more sad, this is a real thing. If you guys cut or anything like that. I am here. I won't judge you, I won't tell you that is wrong. I just wanna keep you all alive. I have a friend who almost committed suicide because of bullying. If her little sister hadn't walked in on her taking the pills and told her mom. I would have lost one of my bestfriends. Nobody deserves to die. Not even the people who take my food at lunch......that says a lot.