Paradox

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I don't miss you, I miss the memories you gave me

I don't miss  their friendship, but  I need their presence by my side 

Without them, I would rather die 

Don't want to hang out, but being lonely's worse 

I don't want help, but this is too much, it hurts 

I'm like a paradox  

I can't stop 

Even if I tried 

I'd still be the same inside 

While everybody's changing 

I'm still creating 

Who I really am inside

 And my mind creates illusions 

But I  trust it better than the others 

Not falling apart, but I have a hard time staying together 

Cause I'm like a paradox

I can't stop 

Even if I tried 

I'd still be the same 



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