My Fairytale Ending ( A Jacquees love story )

And My Downfall Begins.... Now

-Que's POV-

So I'm just laying in bed with Dezzi ole pregnant ass. All she do is sleep, then her daughter bad as hell. She be running around cussing her momma out and talking shit. I be trying to tell her not to do it but then she get smart and I be wanting to strangle her little ass to death. I guess u got myself into this. I should have never slept with Dezzi ass. Well technically it ant my fault, hell I was drunk as shit. Lemme tell you what happened.

-Flashback-

So it's me, Dezzi, E, and our FYB crew all at my crib celebrating E's release of 'King Issa' mixtape. We had been drinking and smoking all day, everybody was leaving out now and it was hella late. About 10 minutes after everybody left my crib, Dezzi walks down the stairs completely drunk. I was wasted but not as wasted as she was. She walked down the stairs stumbling, in a pretty pink lingerie outfit. Being wasted and having raging hormones don't mix too good. I looked her up and down, ran up to her and took her back to my room. After that all I remember was waking up naked beside an also naked Dezzi.

- Flashback over-

- 6 Weeks later -

How I ended up being the baby daddy, Ion even know. Now she saying that Isa is mine. Y'all don't know how long it took her to tell me the baby was mine. I lie to you not it took  Dezzi  3 years of listening to Issa's complaining and bickering. Her momma used to look at him crazy when we would go over t drop off stuff for the baby. She'd pull me to the side every once in a while and tell me that I need to strep up and be a daddy to my daughter. Shit I didn't know at the time that the baby was mine. But anyway Ion know what I'm gone do with 2 kids by Dezzi. I lost my contract and my record deal. With this baby on the way I got to sell even more now. Yes I have started selling drugs. We lost our lease on our house, Dezzi got fired, the baby sick and got the flu. We just going through it. The bank repossessed Dezzi cars. Right about now I wish Mani would call me. If I would've never been assuming I wouldn't be in this predicament. Ima call her I need to hear her voice. I don't think I can stay with Dezzi too much longer. She gotta get herself together. If she need me to take the kids I will but I got to get out of here. Ima call Mani, I can't take it no more.

-Phone Convo-

Me:........ Please pick up Mani I need you baby...... Hello?

Mani: Yes. Who is this?

Me: Baby it's me... Que.

Mani: Don't baby me. You left me and my son all over some stupid assumptions.

Me: And I apologize for baby. I been thinking about how life has turned for the worst since you left me.

Mani: Must not be too bad yeen called t check on your son in 6 weeks and 2 days.

Me: I couldn't accept the fact you possibly could've loved another nigga more than me. I never wanted or meant to loose or hurt you.

Mani: Well you did. There are only three men that I love more than I loved you an they're my son, my father, and god. You just left you didn't call, text, tweet, nothing. Well sorry to say I don't need you. My son don't need you.

Me: Who gone buy my son his first shoes? His first real crib? Who gone be there to take care of him when he sick?

Mani: Debo. He bought his first, second, third and more shoes. Debo bought his crib. Debo stay up at night with him when I come home from a long day at work. So if you're done agitating me, I'm going to hang up now bye Rodriguez.

She hung up. I can't believe she got another nigga taking care of my baby. I just cant believe it. This shit got me I tears. I let the only woman besides my momma slip through my fingers. I became art of her life and gave her one and I left out of one willingly and was bamboozled out of the other. I'm never going to be able to make up for the time I have missed with my son. But hey he not gone remember any of it. And Dezzi having my baby, I'll be here for it. At least Dezzi haven't cheated on me. I haven't been faithful to Mani not one whole month of our relationship. All those times I told her I was gone be at the studio late, I was with Dezzi. I guess Mani isn't where my heart belongs. But Dezzi ain't either. I can't pick where I want to be. I want Mani for my son, but I ant Dezzi for my kid too. Why lord? This is so hard. Why'd you bless me with these good looks and this sexy voice. Lord please get me together. My life is falling apart. I have no real job.... We're getting evicted and I have another baby on the way. I don't like selling drugs but hell, its the only way I'm gone eat. I gotta leave today, I'm gone pack and leave. Ima find me a house and move in it. Hell, Dezzi better go live with her mama. Since I've been in the drug game I've been having these strange mood swings. if I stay here Ima either die in the streets or die of starvation. I gotta get it together, I need my contract back. I can't live like this.