If that's how you feel, then oh well

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Me: I'm not sure but whatever they do I hope they don't just think about themselves.There are two children at stake here too.

Que: Yeah, but Cairo isn't really Tay's son.Therefore it may be hard for Cai to accept that the only mom he has ever known just left.

Issa: Yeah lets just enjoy the plane ride into a new life. I know when I get to North Carolina, I'm starting over all the way over. I'm going to do right by my son and my fiance. Aleesha Nichelle Lindsey will you marry me?

Aleesha: I don't know. I have some issues to work out with myself first.

We split up into couples and families.

Me: Que, you know I love you and our family right?

Que: Yeah babe. Whats up with you?

Me: Nothing i just wanted to let you know. I felt as i didn't say it enough. But if you ever leave me i would die.

Que: You don't have to tell me I know you do. And I would have someone kill me and recesitate me just to to do it all over again, if I ever left my family.

Me: Can I tell you something Babes?

Que: Yeah, whats bothering you?

Me: You know Ciyri wasn't the only baby I was pregnant with.

Que: What you mean?

Me: Well when i was fifteen, I went with this dude named Shiloh. We was messing around and I pregnant.

Que: Well what happened to the baby?

Me: Well when I told him he beat on me until i had a miscarriage. Then he would never look at me, then when he did he looked at me with disgust. And then when he finally started talking to me again, he blamed me for losing his child.

By that time I was completely in tears. Que wouldn't even look at me, I took that time to get my son and take a nap for the rest of the plane ride. I can't believe he mad at me, it was ten years ago. But then again I should've told him before this. But I will take this well needed nap and hope he's over it, probably not though. Maybe an hour into my nap I felt someones tears on the back of my neck. I wouldn't go back to sleep so I just turned my head to see a sleeping Que. When did he get behind me? A better question is why is he crying? Maybe I should wake him up and see.

-Que-

I couldn't help but cry at this dream I was having. The only girl who has loved me for me, was being beat right in front of my eyes. I tried so damned hard to go help her but my feet wouldn't move no matter how hard I tried. I stood there watching my only true friend get hurt, and there was nothing I could do about it. I cried hoping my tears would at least somewhat help. But it seemed that the more I cried the more this coward beat on her. This can't get any worse. God please help her. I don't want her to die. If she dies, I'll have to kill myself. After I said a prayer some one tapped me. I turned around but no one was there. When I turned back to see if he had stopped beating her they weren't there. I felt a sudden stinging on my face, but I couldn't open my eyes he might beat her again. The stinging sensation enraged me because it wouldn't go away. I forced my eyes open, only to see Mani, Ciyri, Leesha, Ne'k and Issa. Gosh was my sleeping that bad. I felt a small breeze that was cool and soothing. Hmmm guess my tears came out forreal. That was the worst dream/nightmare ever.

Mani: What's wrong? Why you crying? Are you gonna be ok?

Me: Yeah I'm fine.

Mani: Do you want to talk about your dream?

Me: When we're alone.

Leesha must've gotten the hint and left out. I waited until they were completely in the back of the jet then I started talking.

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