[ENG] Last | Kookmin

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"We are going to move out." Jungkook's mom said.

Jungkook is speechless, he doen't know his feelings right now. The mixture of sadness and happiness lingered in his body. But then, he thinks about Jimin, "Oh, I'm gonna leave him soon," Jungkook thought.

"We are going to move in this Thursday so you have 3 days left. I know it is hard for you to leave. I know you are going to miss Jimin but you can still contact him right?" His mom asked.

He want to say 'I want to stay here longer, I dont want to leave.'

But instead of that he said "nah, I'm fine. I dont really mind it."

And he hurts himself, again, by his own words. He didn't want to leave this house because there are many memories of him and Jimin.

"I guess this is the end of my sad love story," he thought.

"Well then if you don't care, start packing your bag, okay baby? Oh you can go to school and say goodbye to them if you want to," his mom said with a smile.

"I don't feel like it plus it's almost school break so yeah, I don't feel like going to school." Jungkook said.

"Well okay then~" She get out from his room and leave Jungkook alone.

Jungkook sighed. "Should I meet him tomorrow? Or one day before I leave? I guess it will be less pain if i see him one day before I leave this place right?" Jungkook said to himself.

And then he start packing, "should I buy new phone number..?" He asked himself. Well eventually, he agreed to himself too.

He wants to forget Jimin. He's planning to confess to him. He's planning to go out and make Jimin happy before he leaves.

He knows it will hurt himself again but he ignores it.

After he packs some of his clothes and other stuffs, he lays on his bed and he fell asleep.

-

The next day he wakes up and take a shower. He's going to go to the shopping mall today for sure. He's going to buy his stuffs and some of Jimin's present.

Oh he cant wait to meet Jimin.

But it will make him fall in love more. No matter how much he told himself not to fall in love with Park Jimin, he will end up falling again.

Again and again.

After he bought Jimin's present which is bracelet that is expensive actually (Jimin really want that so Jungkook have been planning to buy it), he went to the food stall to eat. Well, he is human and he needs to eat.

After he ate, he went out from the stall, and then he saw Jimin with a girl, smiling and laughing. The scene broke his heart actually but he try to ignore it by thinking positive.

"That's only his friend, Jungkook. Dont care about it," He thought. And then he saw Jimin hold her hand.

Jungkook didn't want to think anymore so he quickly took his steps and hold himself not to cry. He end up walking to his favorite place. It's the beach that is not far from that mall. It's actually Jimin's favorite place too. Jimin took him here first.

The weather at that time makes the beach looks so relaxing. That's why Jungkook loves about it. He hates the fact he is going to leave this place that he stays for a long time with Jimin.

Well he cant change the fate.

He silently admiring the beach. How he loves the waves. Plus its a little bit windy that time so he feels like dreaming.

Dreaming that he can be with Jimin. Jimin is all his.

But you know, its only a dream.

Fake dream.

Jungkook feels like something wet on his cheek. Oh right, he is crying.

He didn't know loving Jimin will hurt himself that much. Finally its came out. It relieved him somehow but still, it hurts him. He wipes his tears and try to smile.

"Well I guess I already stay here longer. I should go back home," He thought and then he stood up and ready leave.

But someone stop him.

Park Jimin.

"Jungkook.." Jimin said with teary eyes.

"Jimin..?" Jungkook look at him with his eyes widened.

Jimin run to him and hug him, "I miss you Kookie." Jungkook heard that Jimin is sobbing.

Jungkook blushes at his nickname. "W-why are you crying Jimin?" He asked.

"Idiot! I miss you so much! I thought you are dead or something! You ignored my messages. You don't know how worried I am to you," Jimin said. It make Jungkook's heartbeat fast. "He cared about me..?"

"Haha I can take care of myself. Don't worry about me that much." He patted Jimin's head.

And then Jungkook recognize that Jimin hugged him. Shit. He's in love with Jimin again.

"Uhm.. Jimin.. Stop hugging me."

"I dont want to."

Jungkook speechless. He hates this. It makes him falling to Jimin's trap more. And then, Jungkook pushed Jimin away.

"Just stop this," Jungkook walked away from Jimin. Leave Jimin speechless, worried all alone.

When Jungkook reached home, he puts all his thing on his study table. He sighed. He feels sorry to Jimin. He didn't mean that to push him like that.

But he needs to do it. To make him not falling in love with Jimin again.