I rush upstairs not even thinking about my obnoxious roommate, Vanessa.
"Hey! Did you get fucking adopted?! Before me?" I couldn't help but laugh. "You do realize you have a jail record right? Who would adopt you?" I can't believe I said that. I can't believe I had the guts to say that to Vanessa.
Before she had a chance to snap back I headed to the bathroom to pack my things. I grabbed everything until I saw a small box which I've grown fond over for the past six years. I carefully think, Should I take it? I would honestly hate myself if i didnt. I carefully put it at the bottom of my bag and made sure everything was packed.
Once I know everything is packed, I head downstairs with my small backpack to be greeted with my new family.
After everything was signed, I let out a sigh of relief. "You've been waiting a long time, haven't you." I looked up to see it was Vic. "Oh, yeah, you honestly have no idea."
Before I left I walked over to Danielle and hugged her. Before I could leave, she grabbed me and put me in a closet. "Danielle? What are you doing silly?" I giggled a little bit. She turned on the light. "Haha, please be safe darling! I'm so glad you finally got adopted! Did you tell them?" She pointed to my arms. She was the only who new and actually cared enough. "No, sadly I didn't, I'm really not planning on telling them." She had a sad look on her face. "Please stay safe, and text me! I want to make sure everything is fine!" I smiled and opened the door to be seen by the four guys.
"Ready to go?" Jaime says with a huge smile. "Of course silly! I've never been more excited!" We walked outside while Tony carried my small backpack. I really wish he let me carry them, but he insisted. "Is this all the stuff you have? Theres not much here?" I just nodded my head at Tony. After he got the backpack in the trunk, we finally got in the car. Mike was driving, Vic was in passenger, and Tony and Jaime were sitting next to me.
"So A/N? Did you and, uh, Danielle have a thing?" I couldn't help but blush. "Ugh no! But I wish!" I bursted out. Wow, I never realized how embarrassing I am until I say shit.
We finally pulled up to the house. It was massive! We all got out of the car, but I insisted on carrying my things. Vic looked over and saw me eyeing the place, "Let me show you to your room." We went inside and went straight down a hallway and through the second door on the left. The room was grey and dark. I had the biggest smile on my face. "I know it's not much bu-" before he had a chance to finish I hugged him. "Thank you, thank you so much!" I was actually crying and I never try to cry in front of people because it just makes me feel weaker then I already am.
"Aww don't cry, and you're welcome. We're happy to have you here A/N." I couldn't help but believe that was a lie. I don't know why, like, they spent money on me to adopt me, why wouldn't they want me. I wiped my tears away and look up at him. "Do you need help unpacking?" I had a nervous look on my face. "No, but thank you Vic." He looked a little uneasy by my response but I just ignored it. I ended up unpacking and finally got to the bottom, to where I was met with a nice red box. I opened it to find eight nicely sharpened razors.
The urges were definitely there. But I couldn't do it right now because I only just got here. I put it in my bedside draw and went to the living room.
"A/N! Would you like to play MarioCart 8 with me?!" Jaime is literally a child. "I would love to Jaime! That's one of my favourite games, and I would love to play it with my favourite person!" Jaime had a huge smile on your face, "Hey! I thought I was your favourite!" I looked over to see a cute little Tony with a turtle plushie in his hands. I finally sat down next to him and grabbed a controller. We played four rounds and he won three, and I won only one. "No fair! You cheated!" I smiled at him. "I did not!" Before I had a chance to fight back Vic called everyone to dinner. "I made tacos!" It all looked delicious don't get me wrong, but I just didn't like eating.
"Hey guys, I'm not that hungry, I ate a lot at the orphanage, I think I'll just go to bed, okay?" Vic looked at me a little uneasy yet again, which made me feel guilty, but I couldn't help it. "Okay, sleep well A/N," Everyone but Vic said to me.
I walk into my room and walked into my bathroom, with following immediately locking it. I've never had urges this strong before. What is wrong with me. I can't do this, not to them. I only just got here. I should be fucking happy! What the actual fuck is wrong with me.
After a couple minutes my thoughts just got really bad, I started having a panic attack. I quickly got out of the bathroom and went on my bed. I wouldn't want them thinking I was doing anything bad in there.
What is wrong with you!
All I could here is voices from my mother, well, ugh, I don't know, she shouldn't be called my mother.
Go kill yourself faggot!
Yeah, those were actual words from my mother's mouth. How lovely right?I finally started to calm down when I heard a knock at the door. It made me jump a little, and I just responded with a "come in." I looked up to see Vic walking over and sitting beside me. "Hey kiddo, I just wanted to ask how you're doing." I looked at him with a cloudy fog of tears over my eyes. I ignored them and so did Vic, or he just didn't realize. "I'm fine." Is all I could spit out.
"I'm going to let you sleep okay?" He gave me a reassuring smile. I just hugged him and he ended up leaving. I leaned over to my bedside table to get a bottle of pills.
Don't worry, I have really bad insomnia so I have to take sleeping pills. At the most at get 6-8 hours of sleep a week. I popped two in my mouth and fell asleep roughly thirty minutes later.
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Pierce The Veil Adopted Me? PTVxReader
Fanfiction^Completed^ *Trigger Warning* Deals with: *abuse *depression *multiple types of self harm *suicidal thoughts and actions -READ AT YOUR OWN RISK- Y/N has been in an orphanage ever since she was 11. Her parents used to abuse her so bad to where she s...