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Chapter 5 (Final)

*Vic's POV*

I couldn't stop her.

Me and the guys were attending her funeral.

She was so young.

I could've helped her.

But I didn't.

I had tears in my eyes when I felt a nudge.

It was Tony.

He gave me a look asking if I was okay.

I nodded a no.

How could I be okay?

My daughter.

My beautiful daughter that I had for such little time, killed herself.

I cried.

I had multiple sleepless nights.

She left a note.

Which hurt me even more.

It says,

"Dear Vic, Tony, Jaime, and Mike,
Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you from saving me from that orphanage. I'm sorry, that I left you all, I truly am. Some people just don't feel right in this world. But please stay strong. I am there. I'm a lot more peacefull now. I will always be there, please remember that and remember that none of this was your guys' faults. I love you all very much. Please stay safe."
                                  Love, A/N

I can't read it without crying.

She says not to let any of us blame ourselves.

But I do.

I honeslty do.

I blame myself for not helping my daughter in need.

I'm sorry I couldn't help.

Please, don't be gone. I love you too much.

My heart was aching at this point.

I hope you're more peaceful now.

I love you so much.

I roll up my sleeves to see scars.

All Over.

I've relapsed.

After 17 years of being clean.

I relapsed.

I'm sorry for what I'm about to do.

I'm sorry to the guys for what I'm about to do.

I've been unhappy too.

I adopted you to hopefully make me happy.

I've been suffering for far too long.

The guys know.

They know that I'm broken.

They know I've been hurting myself.

For..

For...

A long time.

So I'm sorry for what I'm about to do because you might not forgive me.

I carefully grab something from my nightstand, and placed it against my head.

"I'm sorry." tears rolled onto my face...

until..

*Bang*