He woke up sad. (Revised)

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Donghyuck woke up in a daze, clearly not exactly remembering what he had done- then; oh yeah, he did that.

It's not like he actually meant to get angry at Mark like that. He didn't actually mean it. He didn't even want to start something in the first place, he just wanted to set his foot down. No, that's not even close to what he wanted to do.  He didn't want to set his foot down. He was just confused. But, why? Donghyuck has never hurt anyone in his life. So, why out of all the fucking people in the world, it had to be Mark? Hell, he'd like an answer himself. 

He was just well- frustrated to say the least. Definitely not at Mark, but himself. It's hard, really really hard when you know you're gay and your moron of a teacher decides to pair you and your crush together intentionality after Donghyuck specifically requested that they would never speak to eachother.

Donghyuck rolls over on his already messy bed from his bad sleeping habits and smacks himself on his forehead.  

What a shame Donghyuck. What a goddamn shame. Lashing out on your crush, then to top it off not paying attention in English- not paying attention to the fucking class they have their dreaded partnership in.

Donghyuck sighs again. He needs Mark either way and he can't opt out on doing the project by himself. As he already concluded, it would be a mess since he hardly paid any attention.

He can't ask his only smart friend Renjun since he's unfortunately sick and out in China spending money on making maids wipe his own ass. And his stupid rich boyfriend Chenle was already having a melodrama throughout the weekend.

He knows it's easy to just give Mark a call. He knows. But just thinking about adding his number on his phone makes bile travel up his throat and brings tears to his eyes. Mark is really sweet- he really is, but goddammit my big mouth ruined everything.

He was harsh with my words and now getting what he deserves. A hard thing called heartbreak is pilling up on top of him, but this time it's self-inflected.

He was being too sweet and my inner douchebag came out and ruined it in a snap. The scenario of how this all happened repeats in my head pouring stinging pools in my eyes.

"I don't want to fucking work with you, what's the point of giving me your number? Can't you do it yourself you're a nerd anyways," Malice dripping from Donghyuck's mouth immediately making Mark's blood turn cold. Mark didn't have to reply, and his stomach dropped like he was on the biggest roller-coaster. And, he was.
Bullying.

He didn't want to feel bad, he really didn't. But the words coming from his crushes mouth broke his heart in a snap. Tears forced their way to his eyes and he fought to keep them concealed. One stray tear fell loose, but his goal didn't erase.

"Well, my name is Mark Lee, here's my number, call me if you wonder how the project is going, bye." Those were the last words Mark pushed out in a shaky voice due to his feelings taking a toll on his throat the pressure he felt on his throat was suffocating, and oh dear it's happening.

He ran out of the classroom gasping, needing warmth- love, anything, Mark begun to shake uncontrollably and ran to the nurse. He needed his mom, his friends, anyone. Anyone to help his shattered heart.

Of course Donghyuck didn't know he hurt the said boy. All he knew, and all that he cared about is that he broke his own heart.

Donghyuck, after his third breakdown reached for his jeans he wore yesterday and phone and typed a certain number through his blurry vision.

Mark picked up the phone, and just like Mark stomach fell, the same happened to Donghyuck with just one word.

"Hello?"

-A/N: WASSAP I'M BACK AND HOPEFULLY WITH A BETTER PLOT LINE

P.s.s: this story was complete garbage, how could you guys like this shit? I also repeated two fucking chapters twice, how could you guys keep this secret from me ??? Either way, I'm cleaning up this story since I'm becoming a weeb again, and I'm planning on deleting all my flops, but I felt like this story had potential again. I'm kinda surprised that I actually finished this sausage fest, but either way, I'm working on fixing this shit. Hope you guys enjoy~~ (chapters are still gonna be shitty as fuck sorry mwah)

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Word count: 775

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