Nothing's right, not when you know someone you love must leave soon.
The thought of losing a friend stings.
The pain of losing a parent revisits you.
The insanity of losing someone who has become your very heart slices you right in two.
You can't eat.
Can't sleep.
Can't concentrate on simple things.
All you do is wonder how you'll live without the necessary beat inside your chest.
The weight of dread takes your breath away and you think there is no way you'll ever be the same.