Surrounded but alone

10

Do you ever wonder how he moved on so fast?
How he could leave you in the past as if you never existed?
How he could tell you he didn't love you anymore?
But deep down you wish he was lying.
You wish he was wishing for you to be in his arms again.
You wish it never ended.
You wish it could've lasted.
You have fantasies about if it did.
But then you wake up.
You never realize he wasn't worth the hours of crying.
But, You find your distraction.
And the memory of hurt fades away.
Then your finally free of the pain,
Until the next boy comes along.
And the cycle starts again.
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Hello loves!
This is my first official authors note! (Insert applause and girly scream here)
I hope you guys can understand the words I write and can relate, If you haven't noticed this is my distraction (yay!)
Jk Jk I honestly have never written about my feelings so this is a way I can express my feelings!! 😏
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Anywho I hope you learn with me, grow with me, and follow me through my heartbreaks and happiness!

                                                      ~Lauren 🖤