The Contradiction

It'll always be You.

 Dear Lost Lover,

 No matter what happens, I will always find my way back to your arms. even if the universe evolved to dust, even if all the stars dim out, even if my existence vanishes as a whole and there is nothing left to remember, my soul will still trace the love you dressed me with and it will reach back to you. Even if I were to forget everything that my eyes held, or every mind I've ever read; even if I were to forget everything I ever knew and every constellation I ever loved, I'm sure your memories would still run through my very blood and you love would pound in my heart. I'll always know you like I know the scars on my skin and I'll always hold on to you like the melancholy in my heart. There could be a universe in which I never met you, but in that form too, I know that I would still feel your love. Cause darling, you are everything in my soul; you are every sparkle that my eyes hold.

      This, I need you to know, because there is no one as magical as you and nothing has made me happier than my short infinity with you. You have given me reasons to love myself, reasons to let my spirit live. With you, I found everything that I lost, everything that I adores. With you I found my own self, with you I found every hope that I lost. You loved me when I couldn't even look at my own self, you heard me when I couldn't even hear my own whispers. You loved me, you heard me, you made me smile. You taught me to dance with my demons and to embrace my grief. You taught me every evil thing comes to an end. And now in leaving me alone, you also taught me that the best things in life don't last forever, either. But of all these things, what was of most importance is this: You made me believe I'm worthy of love, of smiles, of happiness. You made me feel human again and for that, I'll always be grateful.

                                    -From the one whose life you unknowingly changed.