Forgotten

Chapter 2.

"I don't give a fuck bro. She can look if she wants"  His words continue to slice me like a knife. He wants me to watch him hold her. He is going to hold her and kiss her in front of me. He's trying to make me jealous. I know it already. He doesn't really want her. He wants a rise out of me. It's clear. 

I take a deep breath, climbing out of my bed, continuing to think about the words he used today. "I don't give a fuck bro. She can look if she wants."

"I don't give a fuck"

I could possibly be putting all of this in my head. He could be over me. I feel nauseous even thinking of the idea of him not loving me anymore. He loves me. I know it. Justin loves me. 

I walk down to my kitchen, opening the fridge, grabbing some almond milk. The dark chocolate flavor always calls my name. It's incredible. 

I hear my phone go off, as I look down to see Ryans name on the screen. 

"Hey. I know you heard what Justin said. I just want to make sure you're alright." 

Squinting at the screen, I am completely cautious of what I'm saying to Ryan. Ryan and Justin are best friends and have been since they were little. It's a bit odd to think that he is going to see if I'm alright. He'll probably go back to Justin and tell him everything. 

I text back," I'm fine. Thanks. "

My phone instantly goes off as it's Ryan again. " Let me know if you need anything. I'm here. He's just being a dick. "

I decide not to respond because I don't know what Ryans intentions are. At this point, Justin seems to do anything to hurt me. I can't risk being hurt again, or being set up. 

I walk backupstairs to my room. My room is covered with pictures of Justin and I. I can't bare to even look at them. It literally pains me to even believe that we are over with. 

I log online to see the first picture on my newsfeed is a picture of Justin's head in Caitlins neck, and she has her head back laughing. Her hair is so long, and she looks like she is so inlove. The exact look she has on her face is the same one I've had with him in every single one of my pictures. 

I throw my phone off my bed, digging my head into my knees. I know I need to just cry myself to sleep. I can't handle this anymore. The tears begin to fall, staining my leggings. I squeeze my arms tightly around my legs. 

I pull myself together as I hear the door open. My mom is probably just getting home from work. I get up, fixing myself, wiping my face. The footsteps are coming towards my room. I'm assuming it's my mom coming into see how I've been. 

The door opens, as Justin is standing in the doorway with a bouquet of flowers in his hands. His eyes are sympythetic. I look at him, instantly running into his arms, clinging onto his neck. I whimper, "Don't leave me again. Stay please.." 

He doesn't respond, but he doesn't let me go. His lips meet my forehead, then he pulls back to look down at me, "I missed you. A lot..." 

I'm breathing heavily at the surprise I just had. "I missed you too..so so so much" 

He gives me the flowers, kissing my cheek, "I'm sorry for being such a dick. I shouldn't treat you that way. At all. I just don't know how to deal with being without you. " 

I nod, "It's okay Justin. Just...stay please.." 

He smiles, grabbing my waist, leading me to the bed, "Movie night? I really want to just relax with you tonight. It's been hectic lately."

"Of course!!! We can turn on 50 first dates." I smile big, full of excitement. 

I crawl down, bending over to put the DVD in. I turn back to have Justin biting his lip. I laugh, smiling. "Is there something you need?" 

He smiles, using his finger to motion me towards him, "You...Audrey. You."

I walk to the lights, turning the lights off, crawling into my bed, "Don't get ahead of yourself." 

He crawls next to me, cuddling into me, laying his head onto my chest. His hands roam along my legs. I look down, knowing he notices the chills he is giving me. 

"Justin..stop..." 

He leans up, closing his eyes, keeping his head into my neck, sighing, "but but but but...." His hands roam a bit higher, sliding my shorts to the side. His finger rubs against me. He knows exactly where I like it. I tug into his hair. "I love you, Audrey." 

He does love me. I want to give him every part of me. I lift him up, so he is completely on top of me. His finger slides into my thong, rubbing me slowly. The feeling builds up slowly. I tuck my head into his neck, biting into his neck to take in the feeling he is giving. I moan into his neck, as I listen to the moan he's given due to me biting his neck. 

I slide his shirt off, wanting him instantly. I need him. I love him. I want all of him. He pulls his hand away. I sigh, "Justin fuck..don't do that.." 

He smirks, "Baby, I'm getting there.." He slides down my shorts, crawling down, under the covers. I feel his teeth as they nibble at my thigh, grabbing the thong down, bringing it down with his teeth. He kisses up my legs. Soft, gentle kisses. His tongue gently moving up my inner thighs. He uses his strength to open my legs, kissing the inside of my thighs, causing me to arch my back. "Don't teasssseee." I whine. 

He laughs, moving his lips up to my stomach, moving all the way up to where my shirt has risen up. He slides it off of me, "Fuck...I missed this.." He growls.

I bite down on my lip, "Just...show me how much you love me.."

He smiles, sliding his boxers off, crawling down, rubbing my waist, "It can't be that hard..."

He slides into me, as I arch my back to connect my body with his. My eyes roll back. Fuck..

He moves slowly in a very slow, gentle pace. I dig into his back with my nails. He groans loudly. I feel the pace quicken as he moves his body faster. I lift my body up, moving my body with his. "Oh my god Justin...." 

"Audrey..." He tucks his head into my neck, sucking, as he thrusts in and out of me. I know he left a mark on my neck. He moves his body faster, as the feeling begins to build up. 

"I'm so close..." He groans, moving faster, causing me to moan louder. He covers my mouth to quiet my moans. We both release ourselves at the same time. He falls ontop of me. I lay my head back, completely exhausted. He hides his head in my neck, smiling, "I needed that.." 

I giggle, nodding, "I did too.." 

He pulls out, crawling next to me. I lay my head onto his chest. His fingers tangle into my hair. I begin to draw shapes onto his abs. I knew he'd come back...

"I love you, Justin.." I whisper.

His phone goes off, he checks it quickly, as he gets up fast, "Fuck. I have to go"

I tilt my head in confusion, "You're not staying?" 

He gathers his clothes up, sliding them on, walking to the door, "No, I gatta get to Caitlins. I thought I should come over here first, since I knew I wasn't gonna get some from her."

He walks out, I feel numb as my front door slams.