Bad Boy With Love (Zarry)

Chapter 42

Harry (POV)

I can't believe he actually ran out of the hospital just to win me back, i mean i have to admit that even if he didn't want me back i would still love him. 

I looked over at zayn who was now staring down at his legs which were propped up on the chair in front of us, i decided to break the silence while leaning closer to his warm figure.

''Thank you zayn.''

He gave me a questioning look while getting more comfortable, i guess he's ready for me to talk now.

''Zayn, thank you for coming back for me, thanks for actually wanting me in your life and wanting to spend the rest of your life with me. I've never in my life thought i would actually be wearing a this beautiful piece of jewelry on my ring finger. I'm sorry for everything i've put you through and everything that i've said to you back then about being a bitch and pathetic but really babe, i love you so fucking much that it hurts to even think about being without you for more than a few hours.''

Breathing in between words that left me more breathless than before.

''I thought that going to Paris would help me forget about you, i was actually gonna try and move on and find someone else but that all changed when Ed told me about you wanting me to go back to the hospital to see you. I couldn't go back though, i just couldn't, i needed to forget you because something inside me was telling the other half of me that you were just saying that from being drugged up.''

I bit down on my hoop pierced lip while holding back the wimping tears.

''I love you zayn malik and i always will, no matter what happens and how things go, i will always be here for you even though things did get a little out of control and you lost your poor eye.''

I looked down while i tried to not stare to long at his messing eye.

''Baby, everything's fine ok? As long as i have you safe in my presence and who cares about my eye, i mean yea i'm gonna miss seeing out of two eyes and all but all that matters is that your safe and we're actually engaged. I can't believe that everything i've done nor said, your still here right by my side taking care of me and loving me for the person i am. You haven't even made fun of me about having problems with taking pills or even yelling or hitting you. which i'm sorry for baby, you know i'd never really lay a finger nail on you no matter how mad you make me.''

I watched as he stood up and kneeled right in front of me, while staring down at him and smiling, he smashed his chapped pink lips with my tear stained ones. We kissed like there was no tomorrow, i could feel the warmth spreading down my cheeks from his, i opened my eyes to see that he was now crying. 

''Babe whats wrong?''

I cupped his cheeks while wiping away the tears that were also about to fall from his eye.

''You know i love you right? More then this ring, or maybe more then myself.''

''Well then, we should make sure we have all your things together so you won't forget anything yea?''

I nodded while looking down at my luggage's, hmm i wonder if he's got anything for himself to take?

''Hey babe?'' 

''Yes?''

I looked up to meet his gaze as he picked both my bags up in his weak shaky hands, while reaching to take them back he pulled away and chuckled.

''Nope, remember i'm the one that gets the arse, so that means i'm fully the man while my spoiled little princess just watches.''

He winked while dragging my bags this time.