"You wouldn't know the true meaning of pain if you don't experience that 2am attack from your demons. You know that? That fuckin feeling wherein you get so so sad and depressed with no specific reason. You don't know what to do to eliminate the pain you are feeling. You can suddenly think of the things you could do to stop the pain and that is suiciding. You have no one to express your thoughts and if you'll keep it to yourself for another minute, you'll probably explode. That state of yourself wherein you feel so weak and useless and you just want to scream all the pain you are feeling but you can't. Because no matter how loud you shout, no one listens. No one cares. That's pain my dear. And if you haven't experience that yet. You're lucky. I bet you would never want to experience it."
