felicity

ch 17

if you're going to fall in love with me,

don't fall in love with my Sunday best

don't fall in love with the way i look

after spending hours getting ready

or my fakest smile or freshly done hair

fall in love with my body, the way it

widens quite a lot around my hips

and how i will never have that perfect figure

and how i honestly don't really care

fall in love with my impatience, my jealous

moods and the times that i don't feel anything at all

and fall in love with how sometimes i act like a child

whilst other times i can be the most mature

fall in love with my scars, my marks and

all the things that makes me far less than perfect

and fall in love with every part of me, both good and bad,

and especially with all that i consider a flaw

fall in love with me as a whole

or don't fall in love with me at all.

(ej.)