When Monday came around, I'll be honest, I was a bit worried because by now, everyone would have known Ethan and I are a couple, I don't really care, but I am a bit scared to see how their fans take it and how my friends and his friends take it and the other people, basically, I'm scared of what everyone has to say. But I deserve to be happy, and he makes me happy so it's okay. Bring it on I guess ahaha. Ethan meets me outside and grabs my hand, I breathe in before we step over to open the doors. I look around and everyone is in awe. I start to have a panic attack just knowing all these people are looking at me and stopped in their tracks to look at us. We continue walking and I start to gain a bit of confidence walking with him because it's not that I'm ashamed of being with him, I'm just scared of people's opinions. He let's go of my hand signaling me to go to my friends and talk to them, he kisses my cheek and we go our different ways. I walk up to Hannah and the other girls aren't there which was strange because they're always there.
"Where are the girls?" I ask Hannah expecting an answer but she just slams her locker in my face and walks away. Ethan noticed and walks over.
"Hey, is she okay?" He asks
"I don't know, she didn't say a thing to me she just slammed her locker in my face and left." I respond. I kiss him goodbye and still, everyone's shocked, and I leave.
All the girls are in my first and second period and I was honestly scared shitless to go to class because I don't know if we're okay or if we aren't. They are already in class and I walk in and they all turn around. And that's how I know we aren't talking. I usually sit with them, but today I sat by myself and didn't bother anyone. Lilly comes up and starts talking to the teacher and she walked past me and rolled her eyes. I was really on the verge of tears because we've been friends for years and all of a sudden, I get a boyfriend and they don't like me, but I never do that when they get boyfriends. First period is over and I completely skip second period because there is no where else to sit alone in that class and again, I am in the middle of them and they aren't happy with me still so I just skip and stay in the office for a bit. After a few hours, it's lunch and I'm sitting alone when they all come to the table and just start yelling at me and shit.
"WHAT DID I DO!? WOW I GOT A BOYFRIEND, MY FIRST BOYFRIEND AND NOW ALL OF YOU HATE ME!?" I scream, everyone looks and I start to cry, running out of the cafeteria to go home.
"WHY" I scream outside
