Something I needed

Ch 2;{Time to think}

•Sant's POV•
I wake up to my parents yelling at each other, again. I get up and brush my teeth and do my hair, like hygiene shit. I made a promise to myself to take Lim to a concert, of his choice he said sleeping with sirens, and I said well that sucks cause I can't afford it. But little does he know I got tickets to see them. I can't wait to tell him, I'm going to have him come to the park and have a picnic with me so I can surprise him with the tickets. I bought. With my money. Yes I'm proud. Ok I'm bragging now. But still. Lim is going to have a heart attack. Eehhhhhhi can't waittttttt. I get ready, wearing black jeans with a black and white button up white shirt under it and my army boots. I look gooooood. As I let some time past by I blast my music to block out my parents, who have been fighting all morning. As I check Snapchat my mom walks into the room crying, her head is bleeding. I drop my phone and run towards her and hug her. "Mom what the fuck did that fucking ass hole do!" I basically yell. She just cries more, I sit her on my bed and get an ice pack. I clean up her cut, I run out my room looking for the ass of a dad who did this to her. I found him sitting on the ground with a beer in his hand. I kick it out his hand. " ARE U FUCKING JOKING DAD!" I scream at him. He looks at me amazed "FUCK THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT LIKE THAT" I get more pissed. "Who the fuck are you yelling at?" He says with the buzz in his voice "YOU! YOU FUCKING PUT YOUR HANDS ON MOM" I yell again. He tries to stand up but falls, I kick him in the gut. "Get up!" I say demanding. He gets up and I push him out the front door "bye loser" I say slamming it on his face. I run back to my mom to get my mom but she's gone..."MA, COME HERE, HE'S GONE" I say, but no reply. I walk to her bedroom to find her laying on the bed with a gun in her hand. I stop dead in my tracks. We lock eye contact. "Stop" I say with fear rising up. I go to walk closer "put the gun dow-" I was cut off by her " don't tell me what to do" she says with anger in her voice " but mom" I say fearful " don't 'but mom' me!" She basically yells out. As I look at her play with the gun placing it on different parts of her body to see where it would hurt the most and kill her. I dash. To her. Just like that. It happened. She pulled the trigger. Quick play, she flipped it. On me.

•Lim's POV•
I can't wait to see Sant. We're going to have a picnic and hangout. As I get ready I get a call from Sant's mom, she's crying. ~"Hello?" I say worried "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, in the chest..." she says sobbing "what?" I said shook "I shot him" she says, I feel a pain in my chest and I hang up the phone~ I drop my phone. "Is this a sick joke. She won't lie. Sant. Sant. Sant. SANT! Why?" I fell a hot tear roll slowly down my face. And another one. And another one. I'm sobbing now. My dad walks in. I walk out. I walk to my car. Drive to Sant's house. And run inside. To find Sant on the floor and his mom trying to clean up the mess she made. I pick up Sant and put him in my car and his mom follows. We get to the hospital and bring in Sant I explain what I know and his mom explains everything that happened. They take Sant. I cry. "Why did u do that to Sant" I say with pure anger in my voice " I don't know" she says in shame. " that's not the right answer" I try to to yell, my sadness turns to anger " I don't know" she says again " whatever" I walk out the hospital and go to my car. I start it I blast AC/DC our favorite band. And cry some more. And a bit more. I can't even hate the woman that did this tho she's like my best friend. But she fucked up. That bitch. I just want Sant to be okay. That's all I want in the end. I want to end. I drive for hours trying to get my mind off Sant. It's hard really hard. I love him. Just why does this happen now, every thing was good until his parents started fighting again. I was shocked by the story she told he helped her. She shook him. What in your good mind does that do. I come to a stop and the water falls. I check my phone. '11:10' it reads. I jump in the water.Now I really have time to think I don't even know if I'm going home tonight. As I swim around. I hear my phone ring so get out and run to my phone and pick it up~ "hey, Lim it's Sant's dad..." I'm in shock "oh hi...so you know about Sant?" I say a bit scared "Yeah it's all my problem, I don't need you worrying about him" he says in a way that makes me feel safe "okay, I just don't don't understand why..." I say "I don't either, but I have to go, so bye" he say " okay bye" I hang up~ I get my towel and rap it about my body and get in my car "I should of got a bathing suit. I giggle at the thought. I turn on the heat and check the time '1:27am' it reads I turn on some music and drive home.

•••End of character 2•••

Yeah I'm a monster, l'm not even sorry. I needed something and Sant getting hurt was that 100%. The song I used for this chapter is called 'stay away from my friends by pierce the veil' I love them sooo
:Fun fact:
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Stay chill✈️~Kelly