i never see you anymore // joji

10

i was on the subway. going home from watching a movie with your/bestf/name.

and you noticed joji coming in from a stop. "joji." you say as you start walking towards him. you hugged him. and he didnt feel the same, and he gently pushed you away. "who are you?" he asked with a eyebrow raised.

"its y/n?" you say. "i dont know you." he shook his head. "joji, stop play-" , "how do you know my nickname?" , "its me y/n." my eyes start to water. i could feel everyone's eyes on us. i start to walk more further in the sub way.

i get off at my stop. this has to be a dream. i pinch myself. i start feeling the stinging pain.

was my "joji" just in my dreams? i start to think. we would only hang out at night, every time the sun would rise, he would die. he was only in my imagination.

the boy i fell in love with only existed in my dreams.