More than? (Grayson Dolan)

Twenty-five

Skylers pov
It's been a week and nothing. No calls no texts. I'm a fucking idiot. I heard a knock on the door and it was Ethan. "Can I come in?" He asked. "Sure." He came in and sat down on the couch, I sat by him. "He misses you. They miss you." "I miss them too." I looked down and started to cry. "But he still hasn't gotten over it." He said. "I fucked up." "I know you're my best friend but you did fuck up! You hurt your family! You hurt your kids life, Grayson's, but most importantly yours!" I started to cry harder. "What the hell is on your wrist!" I covered it. "No...please tell me you didn't...you did." "I'm sorry." "Come on! Why are you doing this!" "Because I hurt everyones life already so it's time to hurt mines!" He came down to my level and grabbed my wrist. It was all cut up and had scars. "When was the last time?" He asked. "Last night." "Please don't do this." I looked up at him and he pulled me into a hug. I cried even louder and harder. "It's ok." He said. I wish everything was ok but it's not. "No it's not. It'll never be ok and you know that!" I pulled away and put my hands on his shoulders and looked down. "I cheated..." "but you didn't mean it." "But it happened. I kissed another man." "But the kiss didn't mean anything." "What if it didn't." "Did it mean anything?" It was hard to answer the question, "no. I don't him I want Grayson." "Then why did you do that." "I don't know! Just say it...I'm a slut." "You're not a slut." "Just admit it. Go ahead call me a slut, whore, bitch, it doesn't matter anymore." He held my face up. "Listen, everyone fucks up. You need to get him back and your life back together. The girls need you, Grayson needs you, we all need you." "How?" "Text him." I grabbed my phone and tried to text Grayson. "He left me on read." "Well what'd you say?" "Can we talk?" "Then say something corny he likes that." I rolled my eyes.
Me: Grayson, please let's talk. I fucked up, we all do. You did. We have kids we need to fix this.
I showed Ethan and Grayson texted.
Grayson: fix this? I fucked up before we got together, but you fucked up now. I know we have kids, clearly you didn't fucking know that cause you decided to kiss Juanpa.
"What'd he say?" Ethan asked. I showed him, "oh" he said then took my phone. He gave it back to me when he finished. He left me on read again. "I don't know what to do anymore." I said. "You need to stay strong for the girls." "I know but how can I do that when I'm fighting with their father with the person I love. I fucked up and because of my decision I decided to ruin everyone else's life!" I started to cry again. "Propose." I started to laugh. "How the hell can I propose when he doesn't even want to fucking talk to me!" "He'll listen if you do that though." "No he won't. He's fucking mad at me. I cheated why would he say yes!" "Because he doesn't stop talking about you. He loves you. He hasn't been out of bed I've been taking care of the girls. He's been depressed the doctor gave him antidepressants last week. He needs you!" He got up and left. I went to the bathroom. I looked int he mirror and opened the medicine cabinet.
Ethan's POV
I went back in cause I left my phone. I heard crying in the bathroom. I went and opened the door and I saw sky on the floor trying to open a bottle. "IT WONT OPEN!" She said while crying. I tried to take the bottle away and she fought me for it. When took it all of the pills fell on the floor. "WHAT'D YOU DO!!" She yelled and punched my chest. She fell to the floor and cried. I held her and started to cry too. I looked up and saw Lele coming. "What happened?" She asked while looking down. "Later..."