Fall From A Star (J-Rocker X Reader Oneshots)

Shatter Me (Uruha [The GazettE] X Yurain)

This is a oneshot dedicated to Samekun.
Happy early birthday. This won't be the only gift though.

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Ruki's POV

I pirouette in the dark.
I see the stars through me.

Yurain,that mixture of deep purple and pink hinted me of the galaxy,spinning in its ocean of contrast and hues as her blonde hair reminded me of the dazzling stars.

Tired mechanical heart,beat till the song disappears.
Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me.
Somebody make me feel alive...
..and shatter me!

We started dating afterwards. Was it an accident? Or was it fate? I don't know. The cold heart in this space called a body started to change,I suddenly became...human.

She was an angel. My guardian angel. She cared for me everyday.

But I was so busy with my band and projects,I couldn't fit any time to accompany her.

And I regret it completely.

Yurain's POV

So cut me from the line
Dizzy spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive and shatter me.
If only the clockwork could speak,I wouldn't be so alone.
We burn every magnet and spring and spiral into the unknown.

Ruki hasn't talked to me in the past few months. It's starting to get to my head. It's frustrating me. It's...It's...

...going to kill me internally.

At first when we were together,I thought I wouldn't be alone any longer,not become an orphan like the couple years I have lived since my parents' death.

But...I was wrong.

Somebody shine a light.
I'm frozen by the fear in me.
Somebody make me feel alive and shatter me!
If I break the glass,I'll have to fly.
There's no one to catch me if I take the dive.
I'm scared of changing if the days stay the same.
The world is spinning but only in vain.
If I break the glass,I'll have to fly.
There's no one to catch me if I take the dive.
I'm scared of changing if days stay the same.
The world is spinning but only in vain.

Ruki and I broke up afterwards. I was back to the same old single life.

Everyday was just me handling my matters,alone.

But that lasted until I met Uruha,the cold bastard with a warm heart.