MY EX AND MY HARDEST GOODBYES

Chapter V

Walk out

It was been three years, since i died in pain and now, Sandro came back, i started feeling what i felt those times, i started dying in pain, again. Not because of what happened, it's because of myself, my lies. And the worst is, it is all because of him. Because of him. Oo siya nanaman. Tungkol sakanya nanaman, siya nanaman. Palagi naman kasi siya. Siya laman ng lahat,

Kaya siya ang nagiging dahilan ng sakit at ng pagod, lahat naman eh, I'm trying my best to forget our connections to each other when we broke up, but guess what?! I always fail.

He is both the pain, and the cure.

Sandro is both pain, and cure.

And i guess that is love, i witnessed

Lahat naman na ginawa ko, lahat na i entered a relationship with Julio, two years na kami, nag mahalan naman kami, nakipag na ako at lahat lahat sakanya, at oo mahal ko siya.

Pero ang pagmamahal na yun ay hindi naman umabot sa pagmamahal na nararamdaman ko kay Sandro.

Pero kailangan matapos na 'tong gulo sa pagitan namin ni Sandro, kailangan kong pigilin at ipagpilit na kaylangan kong piliin si Julio kahit sobrang hirap.

Sobra sobrang, hirap.

Pwede namang diktahan ang puso eh, pwede namang turuan nalang ang puso.

...

We arrived at the private a island in no time where we will stay for the next three weeks. So goodluck of what might happen Yvuena!!!

Ito na yung resulta ng ka-gagahan mo

"So this is it.!" Sandro uttured

We scanned the place, well not bad for the price, "Probably yes" i said

Well, the place here is like an ordinary room and the food are available outside, this is half a million price for a three week vacation. The whole island is very clean, infairness hah. The water from the beach is so clear i want to swim right now...

Sandro asked me to sit on the bed, he's already laying down on the bed, "So" he uttered

He pulled me closer to him, napahiga na ako, he hugged me from the back, as he placed his head on my shoulder. Oh-so-clingy Alexander.

I'm trying to move away from his hug, but he is clearly stronger than me, so... Let him be

"What are you doing?!!" I asked, diyosko lord, please not now

I faced him, "You're not tired, aren't you?" He asked as he grinned

I frowned, "I'm not! Unbelievable it's just a three hour trip! Wag mong sabihing ji-netlag ka?!" I said, he chuckled

Hindi parin siya kumakalas sa sarili niyang yakap, agh i feel so warm

He kissed my neck, ggad ticklish!!! "Sandro ano ba!" Pag kalas ko sa yakap, he continued sniffing and kissing my neck, Agh!! Shit. "Sandro, please" i plea

Hindi parin siya tumitigil, he smiled at mischievously "You're not tired yet right?" He asked

I am so tired of everything that involves you!!! Kung alam mo lang.

"Sandro, why are you doing this?" When his hands went down to my belly, i blocked his hands to stop him. This is not right.

Wow ah Haina, ngayon mo pa talaga naisip yan.

He let go of me, but for the finalé, he gave me a peck on my lips. Geez

Masunurin 'tong lalaking 'to, kahit kailan talaga