MY EX AND MY HARDEST GOODBYES

Chapter VII

The accident

Bakit ba kasi nangyayari saakin lahat nang 'to? Puro nalang kagagahan ko 'tong nag bback fight sakin! Na bbwiist na 'ko, kasalanan talaga 'to ni Mackie dapat kasi siya nalang sinama ko dito, naiirita na 'ko kay Sandro, dapat hindi talaga hindi na kami nag kita.!

Bakit ba kasi Haina? Inano kaba ni Sandro? Huh?

See?? Pati isip ko, kinokontra na ako. Aba malay ko, hindi ko alam basta pagnakikita ko sya naalala ko lahat ng sakit at pati ang mga nawala sa buhay ko, bumabalik lahat.

Yung aksidenteng nangyare.... Sabi ni Julio, wala naman daw may gusto nun, sabi nilang lahat... At alam ko yun, pero sana sinabi ko nalang kay Sandro agad, para hindi nya na ginawa yun... Sana buhay pa sya.... hanggang ngayon.

Sandro never knew, if he did, i think that make out session i had witnessed will never be the reason of all these lies, heartbreaks, and chaos.

If Sandro knew, sana kahit nagtaksil siya sakin, papatawarin ko parin siya. okay lang para lang sakanya...

Tuluyan na akong tumakbo sa maba bato-batong lugar sa gilid ng parang kweba, gusto kong itago ang sarili ko doon at umiyak nalang ng umiyak.

Hindi pa man ako nakaka rating doon, pumatak na agad ang luha ko hindi nagtagal

"AH!!" bigla akong napasigaw sa aking pagbagsak, aray... Sumakit bigla ang paa ko, nakita ko nalang ang tumagos na malaking bubog sa tsinelas ko... Tanginaaaaa

Napa pikit pikit na lang ako sa sobrang sakit. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang pagbaon sa kaloob looban ng paa ko ang bubog, bubog ng pesteng beer.

GAAAAAAAAAH!!!!

In all the pain this caused me, i managed to stand up with my left foot, this is fucking bullshit.

Hindi ko sinasadyang i apak ang kabilang paa ko, naramdaman kong mas lumalim pa ang pagbaon ng bubog saaking paa

Napasigaw ako ng malakas at bumagsak

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Sandro

I thought of going outside since the call from Julio has been cut, i think it's because of the poor signal here in the entire place. Nag lakad lakad lang ako, since i already asked the housekeeping crew to fix our things...

I brought Haina's phone incase na tumawag ulit si Julio, para masagot ko na. Ps, her password way back 2016 and now, 2019, has never changed. It is still 1975 her favorite band...

Ugh.

I wonder if she changed her twitter password, in instagram, in facebook, in skype. WAHAHAHA let's try when we get back in MANILA...

And finally, i saw her, she's literally far away from where i am now, but i can see her. I continued to walk toward her and her, towards i don't know.

I saw her running, running very fast hanggang sa nakita ko ang pagbagsak nya, sa batu-batong lugar

I ran after her, she's totally far away from here so it took me minutes to get near her.

My eyes widened my eyes upon hearing her shout. "AHH!"
Binilisan ko ang pagtakbo ko, anong nangyari??

Unti unti ko syang nakita tumayo, nang tuluyan na akong makalapit sakanya, napasigaw pa sya ng isang beses at bumagsak sa aking piling.

I saw her crying, i noticed her hand holding her right leg. I lifted her and saw Oh My God! Bullshit. "What happened??" I asked and she didn't answer. She just closed her eyes and clung her arms on my neck and i carried her bridal style, as i run to our villa.