MagCon Memories (Cameron Dallas Fan Fic)

Good-Bye

Chapter 20

I woke up on the bed to a rainy October morning. I must have fallen asleep and he carried me. I was still very thin. I was eating but I was gaining it healthily. He was sleeping on the other side of the bed. He was snoring. I took a vine of him snoring. He was so cute. I published the vine and leaned in for a kiss. I kissed his soft cheek and went back on the bed. Waiting for him to wake up.

Almost after half an hour passed and he woke up.

"Good Morning." I said to him.

"How long has it been since you woke up?" he asked.

"Half an hour. I was just laying on the bed and soaking you up. There is
only 2 days."

"Yeah." He said scratching the back of his neck.

"We should go out today!" I said.

"Yeah, where?" he asked.

"We should go to a breakfast together."

"Ohhhh, breakfast. Shit my parents are here. I promised to spend this day together." he said.

"Okay. I'll just go than. See you tomorrow." I said and walked out of the bed.

"Bye!" he said. Just when I was going out of the door he grabbed my hand.

"Daph. I love you!" he said looking into my eyes. Should I say that I love him? If he knows there is hope for us, he won't go. I love him too much to let that happen. I could feel my eyes tearing up. One tear rolled of my eye. We were both looking at each other. He put his hand on my cheek and swiped off my tear.

"I can't do this. It's too late for us" I ran out of his room and all the way home still crying. It was too late for us!

When I got home I went upstairs to my room. I was soaking wet from the rain. My mascara was down to my neck from crying and the rain. I got undressed and went into the shower. I wrapped my cast in a plastic bag even tho it was water proof. I took almost an hour long shower. I just stood in the water. I got up and braided my hair so it would like beach waves tomorrow. I wore a baggy sweatshirt and a short. I laid on my bed and listened to 'The Pretty Reckless'. Abby was still away and I was alone. I went downstairs and made myself a peanut butter sandwich. I laid on the couch and watched Modern Family . When I finished my sandwich I was still hungry so I took the Nutella jar and started to eat it out with a spoon. I finished the Nutella and two seasons of Modern Family. It was noon. I called Emily and we skyped for a while. I told her about what happened between me and Cameron. When we finished talking it was getting dark.

I decided to just lay on bed and scroll through Twitter. I listened to 'Let Her Go' by Passenger. I finished the Album but I couldn't sleep. My leg was hurting from the cast. I just walked with it even tho it was bad for it. I learned not to use that leg. The stairs was a little bit more difficult. I had to jump but I managed to. It was almost like it didn't exist. I was getting bored so I went downstairs. I sat on the couch and watched Keeping Up With The Kardashian's. I fell asleep. This show was so boring.

Tomorrow Cameron was leaving. How we left it last night! I woke up to these thoughts. I was so sad. I woke up and I was so hungry. I went upstairs and weighed myself. I was ninety ponds. YEAH. I wanted to be only hundred and five. I had 15 pounds to go! I was so happy.

I went down stairs again and made myself chocolate pancakes. I had orange juice with it. When I sat on the couch Cameron came in. I jumped because how he opened the door. I must have forgot to lock it. He ran up me.

"What's going on?" I asked when he hugged me so tight my heart skipped a beat. After almost 20 seconds he said "Nothing. I just wanted to this after yesterday. I want to... I just wanted to hug you." He was still hugging me really tight.