she is half the world away,
everyday seems to bring us closer,
yet further apart.
it hurts.
who is there to tell about this?
no one but dust and empty books
with no meaning or importance,
lifeless and without emotion.
it really hurts.
all i want is her here with me,
to see her,
to hold her,
to feel her.
why can't i?
it's cruel how they force this constant belief on me that i will never see her,
it's all fake,
i don't believe this,
i can't believe this.
you can feel how real it is when her name appears,
illuminating my screen with utter joy,
creating explosive happiness in my heart and mind.
how does she do this?
will we ever know?
that is the way of love you see,
it doesn't have to make sense,
because,
if i keep falling further for her,
i will begin to fall so fast that flames begin erupting from the pure speed i am traveling at.
how long can someone fall in love for?
only time will prove.
time is patient and consuming,
often breaking and corrupting the minds of us,
trapped in the little bubble we like to call love.
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this is shitty, i know but I needed to vent lEAVE ME ALONE¡¡¡¡
