July 17,1996

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Dear diary,

I've never been this scared in my entire life. I'm still crying right now and I can't stop. I feel afraid for my mum! I think she has too many male friends and they're not all nice like Eric..

I came home from school today and oh diary I wish I never did... I wish I never saw what I saw.. I was horrified when I opened the door and found that huge black guy banging my mum against the wall... I ran to them and tried to pull him away but I was weak diary...I was useless...he threw me out of the room with just one hand...He was evil diary! evil!

My mum yelled at him asking him not to hurt me...he stared at me and that was the scarest thing I've ever seen, his eyes were of a monster...It was like he took every force from me and I couldn't even stand up or talk...

Mum asked me to go outside and shut the door... then I heard him slap my mum...hurt my mum and yell at her....his voice hoarse and threatening...

Then I heard her scream from time to time...

I don't know what's happening diary...why would she let him hurt her that way? why did she leave me out of the house for him?

Love,

Elizabeth

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