Guess what. I'm still alive. Not that it's something to celebrate.
I know you think I'm crazy considering the number of times I attempted to end all this. I don't wanna go into detail. You really don't wanna hear that.
I was sure I deserved to die after what I did. That's why mom died, right?
But being alive after all that, it makes me think. Maybe there's a reason why I'm here. Maybe.
Beth
