☼ As One Wishes ☼ Jung Hoseok

Wings

∆ You were always there for me ∆

The road seems like it's not going to end whenever we have night drives, hand in hand, we held each other tightly. Never wanted to let each other go.

Why?

Well, I , myself can't answer that question..

Is it because I adore him?

Or is it..lo--

"Hey,"

His voice caught your attention. You rested your attention at him now instead of the road.

"You are so quiet today, anything in your mind?," Hoseok asked you, his eyes still on the road but tightened his grasps on you.

"I'm... Maybe I'm just tired,"

Lie

Hoseok snickers. "Really?,"

He knows you well, when you gave those replies, like you're tired, you're bored or maybe you're sleepy... It means that something else is bothering you.

Of course, you wouldn't staright up say what's going on in your mind, because you don't want him to worry.

You can do it.

"Yeah," you replied with a smile.

Real smooth, geez what the hell is wrong with me..

"Let's head home then," Hoseok said.

"Home?,"

I think this is the part where he should be asking...but when?

"Yeah, home. What's wrong?,"

"Nothing," you replied, findling with your fingers.

"Stop thinking. You think too much, babe." Hoseok said, giving a light squeeze on your hand.

As always, he always notices.

"I think that you spent too much time on work, Hobi. I barely see you at home now,"

You finally said it.

"Is that what has been on your mind?," he asked, taking a glance at you then focus back at the road.

Aish, you picked the wrong time to discuss this. He won't be focusing on this right now.

"Not to mention the tour, I don't like the idea of us being apart." You said with a sigh.

You and Hoseok are on the beginning of a relationship, but somehow you could feel it's breaking apart. You and him barely spend time with each other.

That's why you enjoyed every second, minute, or hour when you are with him. But things always get in your way.

"We could Skype," Hoseok suggested.

"And Skype solve everything? Is that it?,"

This conversation will lead to something bad. This is bad. Stop it! Control yourself!

Hoseok was silent for a moment, it's deafening your ears.

"Jung Hoseok, say something!,"

His eyes couldn't met yours, you bit your lower lips then let out a sigh.

"Stop the car," you demanded.

Hoseok won't listen, instead he press the gas, speeding up.

"I said, stop the car!," you yelled.

The light flashing in front of your face makes you flinch, covering your eyes immediately. It was so bright. Your mind is going crazy with the thoughts of the car are going to hit something.

Hoseok immediately turns, pressing on the brakes. Your head was about to hit the dashboard of the car,but his arm stops your body from jerking off.

You could hear yourself breathing hard, you're almost get into an accident.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!," Hoseok yelled.

"We could've get into an accident!," he yelled again.

"Damn it!," he cursed.

What happened had just shocked you entirely, tears started to rolled down your face, you are sobbing right now.

"This is all because of you--you asshole!," you yelled back, having a hard time saying the words because of your crying.

"You just have to-- AH! You could've hurt yourself! And who's going to take care of you when I'm gone? Tell me! Tell me, tell me, tell me! If it wasn't me, then who else?!," he yelled.

"I don't know--I don't know--I don't know! Don't leave me then!," you shouted.

"Come here," he said, pulling you to his chest.

"I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry...,"

"It's just-- i was worried about you. Who is going to take care of you when I'll be touring? In the future maybe my schedule is going to be more hectic than usual. Who is going to look after you?," he said the sighed.

"Babe--." Hoseok called you, pulling your chin up to him.

"Nobody's worth your tears, not even me,"

"Just know that I love you,"

"I--I love you too Hobi. More than anything in this world, I love you,"

"That's my girl,"