1. His deep hazel eyes that I would get lost in
2. The way when he got really happy he would get these wrinkles on the outer corners of his eye lids.
3. His soft lips that he used as a distraction from his lies
4. The pine scent I would smell when my head would lie on his chest during many dark nights.
5. His soft dirty blonde hair I would run my cold fingers through.
6. The butterflies that he would give to me every toxic kiss.
7. His warm hugs
8. His deep coaxing voice
9. His presence
10. How his warm big hands fit perfectly with my cold small hands.