The time i had left..

Chapter 4 - what do you know?

Recap -

Nathaniel POV-

I open the file and spot something that caught my eyes

.Stomach Cancer

.Advanced treatment

.Advanced cancer

My mate has cancer..

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Chapter 4-

Eliana POV-

"Dude what gives?! you have no right to go through my shit!" I was angry and a bit raged because I don't like when people go threw my stuff. I didn't want his pity looks or him saying I'm going to be fine! cause I'm not!

He turns around and once again gives me those pity looks but his eyes show sorrow and sadness. I didn't want to outburst but couldn't help it

"DONT YOU DARE GIVE ME THAT LOOK! THOSE PITY LOOKS, I DONT NEED THEM. I KNOW WHATS COMING AND I DONT NEED YOU REMINDING ME WITH THAT LOOK!"

after my little outburst, I was panting a little and looked up at him but this time he didn't have a sad look, he had a normal straight expression.

"Eliana how old are you?"

Me being the stubborn person I am responded with a "what's it to you."

But he didn't look apatient

"just awnser the damm question."

"Fine 17, and in exactly 4 days 18. why?"

"Yours eyes their glowed red when you were mad at me."

"Yeah I know, but no one else knows I control my anger in front of my mother and doctors. in general adults that 'want to help me'."

"Ill be right back to talk to my mother, and don't worry I know why this happens." with that he left, leaving me here wandering what can he do to help me?its an eye problem that's all, nothing more.

What ever I thought, I suddenly felt like running. I wanted to run the way I used to every morning and afternoons. I wanted the breeze in my once long hair. And how can I forgot the smell of the flowers placed everywhere around town. Fuck it might as well take a walk around the hospital.

I pushed my feet to the side of the bed with a small aching feeling of my bones but chose to just suck it up. and pushed myself on to the floor. When I was at the door I realized something, where to go?

I looked at the ends of the halls one end led to a corner while the other led to an operation room. off course I'm not stupid and went to the corner. My body was in pain with the excersise I'm doing to my tense muscles. I looked to where the corner led to, right there I knew I made the best choice. It led me to the garden they have at the hospital. the garden was huge and big enough to go for a run but I wasn't physically prepared to do that. but I did want to feel the grass on my toes just this once after a some months, maybe even just smell the flowers in the occasional breeze.

I slowly make my way towards the opening of the garden, my body is still so tense that I grab onto the wall for support because of the pain. once I reach the garden feel like I won the Olympics! I take a step toward the grass and scrunch my feet into it. it felt like home, when I hangout in my backyard admiring the beauty. The grass was freshly cut and lightly watered the smell of the water dew was calming and I did something I knew I would regret later.

I ran with every little thing of energy I had, maybe this was the last time I would get to do this.

I ran and ran, wanting more with my heart thumping more at every second I felt like I was running outside again, I was free!

That was until I felt my face connect with the grassy floor. my head was spinning and I groaned at grabbed my head to keep it still but I couldn't. I hear someone calling my name in the background but I can't see very well, it's a blue to me. My eyes start to feel droopy and I want to close my eyes. I feel someone hold me but my eyes are a third way shut.

The last thing I see is my hand filled my blood.