Fuck!!!
These are the hardest four years of my life,
They walk right by me heads turned with closed eyes
A night in my house, I'm still all alone.
This is not a home they don't even see me.
The scars on my body, they don't even bleed.
I never do this for me.
The scars on my body, they don't even bleed.
I only do this for you to see.
How am I supposed to see through your eyes?
(You're eyes)
When you never saw us. We're falling at your feet.
Is it a song? Is that what they need?
For so long I tried to get them to hear me.
Kicking and stabbing their words feel like knives.
Tearing and ripping the seams of my life.
I tried to fix them their words hurt like stones.
I just wish they'd leave me alone.
I am on my knees, I need you to hear to me.
I am on my knees, hear me please.
How am I supposed to, hear what you hear
When you never the sound of our glass heart breaking with every tick of the clock when you are gone?
(How am I supposed to see through your eyes?)
I know what you've been through,
This hell was my life
You have to keep pushing, I seen through your lies.
Your days are like pages, the chapters unread
you have to keep turning your book has no end.
