I hate to admit this, but I need you.
I need clarity between us.
I am currently drowning in my own thoughts.
I haven't fought for air yet because this hasn't killed me.
In fact, I don't know if I will either slowly die in these thoughts or if I will find a way.
I need you to come help me.
Help me by making sure I don't drown.
Help me by looking out for me.
Help me because I don't know what to feel.
Like a lifeguard, save me from this pool of emotions because I don't know how deep it is.
(e.c)