By Your Side

Catching Feelings

I see that he has wound on his lower side of his chest area "Wh-what happened I swear I didn't see.....", as he interrupts me "Pl-please don't take me to the nurse ", he said as he is staring directly into my eyes with a worried look "Well it's obvious that I do y-your bleeding you need medical attention I can't just....", as he interrupts me again "Please take me to your house just not at the hospital or anywhere else. I promise I'll direct you in how to handle the wound I know all the steps just....", I then interrupt him "Okay I promise I'll take you to my house. I'll just tell the school that I had a family emergency", I said as I grab our things and head my way with him to my house. 

After arriving I then grab the first aid kit, a needle, some thread, and more gauz. While I'm tending to his wound I then try to ask him what had happened to him "S-so you going to tell me what happened ", I said as I stare at him while tending to his wound "I don't want to talk about it", he said as he looks away with anger "I care about every student in the school even the ones that are jerks like you so....again what happened", I said as I'm starting to disinfect the wound. He then looks the opposite way while a horrid in his eyes and says "M-My dad did this. He is such a jerk to me. He tells me that I'm  low-life and that he wishes I was never born. I know right. ", he says as i stop and look up at him " Your a tough guy why can't you just deal with it. Well..it's because he is right. I really am a low-life. I care about myself and nobody else. I'm always such a jerk to people even though I don't know the meaning of caring for others when my own father hasn't care for me. NOT ONCE! How am I suppose to respect, care, or even love someone if my own father never gave me that in return. ", he said as he laughs and cries at the same time. I then start disinfecting it again but stop and look away " Sometimes the people that hurt us is what makes us into monsters. The world is such a cruel place where humans can say whatever they want, but don't ever think about how it'll affect that person. ", I say as he looks up at me " We just got to not let that affect us because by us doing that....it's what makes us stronger. You just got to be stronger not for him, but for yourself like that you won't be hurting like this. You know", I said and I smile at him and tilt my head to the side a bit "Whatever just finish up", he says looking away from me. As I close the wound I then realize something "I-If you want you can stay over night. I know it might be a bad idea, but just for tonight please I would feel at ease ", I said as I scratch my head in a nervous way " O-okay I was just going to ask you the same thing", he said as he sits down on the couch.

I then prepare the couch for him while he is showering. As I finish I then hear the door close " Alright Susuki I just prepped the.....", I stuttered as Susuki comes out with just his shorts on " W-Woah S-Susuki since when did you had that pare of shorts with you", I said as I'm trying not to stare directly at him, but I couldn't help, but stare at the droplets falling on his good-looking body. I start to get flustered as I can't help, but stare at his chest and down " My eyes are up here Misaki ", he says as he tries to direct my eyes "Wh-What are you talking about ", I said as I turn as red as a tomato " A-And why are calling me by my first name ", I said looking away flustered " What's the matter huh ", he says as my back is pressed up against the wall. I try to leave his side, but he blocks me from both paths leaving me face to face with him " Well I can't help it, with this expression on your face ", he said as he picks up my chin with his index finger staring directly into my eyes " What's wrong Misaki huh, getting nervous now aren't you ", he said " Your going to make me...", he said as I couldn't help, but turn away. Why am i feeling this way what are you going to do Suzuki don't please just don't. As I'm facing away from him he blows on my necks and starts to laugh " You should've seen your face. It was priceless ", he says as he is dying from laughter on the ground " You jerk ", I said as I start punching him " Ouch Ouch okay okay ", he said as he calms down.