Not over you

four

SUMMER POV

i was quietly eating my dinner ignoring freddy and zack's conversation about whos the best dancer out of the two of them while Tomika answers the door i can feel freddy staring at me but then he looks away again .After about one minute jada facer walks through the door as if she owns the place who does she think she is an heiress the stupid selfish bitch , you see jada is the reason me and Freddy broke up 5 months ago!!she sits on freddy lap and then looks at me and kisses him really disgustingly i just looked back at my dinner because its to painful to watch but i look up when i hear her ask me a question

"summer what are you doing here??"

" I just came to see tomika , mrs Huerta can I take this upstairs to eat "

she just looks at me and nods i smile as to say thank you then i gather my stuff up and leave the kitchen with everyone watching me as soon as the kitchen door closes behind me i put my food down of the spare side table in the hall and run upstairs to tomika room while i can feel tears prick at my eyes just as im halfway up the stairs i hear someone call my name it was him i run faster and close tomika room door then fall on her bed i coudnt bare watching him talk all through the meal while he secretly puts his hand on her thigh just to wind her up the way we use to i feel so broken i haven't wanted to cry this much since i found out the news since the break up

flashback :

i was at mine and Freddy's secret spot the little oak tree surounded by all these cute little flowers and rocks also a beautiful river stream at the back of the forest fields we found it when we were 8 and 9 years old its been our place ever since the only diffence is we where best friends then now were boyfriend and girlfriend of exactly 1 year and 4months anyway he said he has something to tell me and i cant wait since lately he's been distant !!! i can see someone walking up the path and straight away i know it's freddy as soon as he comes next to me i hug him and try to kiss him but he moves his head and instead i kiss his cheek ouch that hurt i look at him and see his eyes look very down and not there usual happy and caring eyes that i love so much

"whats wrong"

he just looks back at me and grabs my hand then makes us sit on the rock he sighs and runs his hand through his perfect hair while the other one is still holding mine then he starts talking to himself

"i can do this just tell her"

"Freddy what's going on and why are you talking to yourself"

he turns his head and i see his eyes are full of water

"im sorry sum"

"hey calm down its going to be okay you can tell me"

"i didn't mean to , I was drunk I didn't know what i was doing"

"Freddy what's going on your scaring me"

"do you remember when I went to Robbie's party with Zack and Lawrence"

"yeah you came to mine the day after looking like hell also you smelled of smoke and cheap beer"

"........sssomething happened when i was there"

i just nod feeling slightly worried

"after being there for about 3 hours i was a bit drunk and then Jada and a few of her friends showed up"

okay now I'm definitely worried and really nervous

"okay and what happened after that"

"well I do remember we were playing a lot of drinking games and before i know it i was wasted next thing you know Im waking up in a random room"

i just look at him knowing I already know the answer to this question and I'm not sure why I'm asking it but i do know i need him to tell me to say it to right my face but he just looks guilty staring at his feet

"what are you saying?"

after a long pause he finally speaks

"iii slept with Jada"

i can feel the tear coming to my eyes but i blink them back i wont cry infront of him

"okay..... but why now "

"what?"

"why now that party was 3 weeks ago you could have told me anytime then so why now?"

he stays quiet

"i deserve to know Freddy"

"Jada's pregnant"

"i thought you cared about me"

"i do i was drunk i was confused"

"well obviously some part of you knew what you were doing"

"I'm sorry summer if i could take it back i would"

i just lose it the tears start to fall and i start to shout at him

"BUT YOU CANT CAN YOU

i stand up and wipe my face but it doesn't help because more tears fall

"you know freddy , i thought you loved me you said you loved me what was that just a lie "

he stand up and grabs my arms

"no its not i lie i do love you.. please sum"

"ALL I EVER DID WAS LOVE YOU, THE DAY YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME I GAVE MYSELF TO YOU IN ALL DIFFRENT WAYS, I TRUSTED YOU WITH SOMETHING THAT CAN BE BROKEN SO EASILY AND YOU BETRAYED THAT TRUST"

right mow he's crying as much as me though i don't know why he's the one who broke my heart

"I'm sorry please just please"

i push him off of me

"DONT TOUCH ME AND STAY AWAY FROM ME ..... I HATE YOU"

after i said that he just stops and steps back looking like someone just stabbed him i that as my chance and run all the way to Esme house

end of flashback:

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so there's how the breakup scene went and i know some if you already knew what was the reason Jada was there but now for those of you who didn't well now you know TADAH !!!!!! the next chapter is going to be Freddy's point of view after summer runs out of the dinner anyway thanks for reading this chapter love you all

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