Am I okay?

Thoughts 3/25/17

I think I am Fine because I can
Forget
More than
Regret
I can shed
Tears and not
Worry about my
Fears
I can still dream
While crying my self a
Stream

I have so much
Pressure
On me about how I am to to
Suppress all my
Depression

Yet how am I supposed to tell
That I am not
Well?

Will I have to cut
So you can see my
Scars?
Will I have to
Die for you to
Realize
What I told you was a
Lie?

Take in to perspective
Of how I was
Deceptive

I live my life
To tell you a tale of why
I must die

With each word I write
I think of taking my
Life

You can hype me up on
Meds
Take me to bed after
Therapy
But you can't erase these
Thoughts in my head.

I think I am Fine because I can
Forget
More than
Regret
I can shed
Tears and not
Worry about my
Fears
I can still dream
While crying my self a
Stream

Yet I still have These
Thought
In my
Head