Am I okay?

Letter 3/2/17

I have tears streaming down my cheeks

My hands a trembling

My heart is beating a oddly steady beat

My breath comes out in steady beats

My words are strong for they are the last

Now Here I've written

Dear Life,

Thanks for putting me through so much
I didn't even have a crutch

How is that fair
To have me live in such dispair?

I thought when that car came it
would all end

But no you life had another
plan

I have lived through so much

Many would call me a cowered f for
taking this route

Now Do you believe me?

Do you realize that i gave all
the signs?

I even told you that i was
going away soon so you have to
say goodbye

I am sorry you had to find out
this way
Sorry that i had to go to the end
Sorry that i left you with no nothing
Forgive me for not saying Goodbye

I love you.

Sincerely the Forgotten,
A.B