Train To My Marriage

Shruthi's P.O.V

I think I'll not be able to express how I feel for this guy in front of me. Obviously, he is one of the most talented cine-players and one of the very few ,ma dad used to talk about with us.

I'd known his entry into ma dad's life when I was under the roof of ma school. Day by day ma dad used to speak of how witty he was in catching up things ,which is not really possible in the world of explorers....! Though I hadn't got a chance to meet him, (neither I wished to) good opinions were developed on him ,on hearing ma dad's praises.

I thought he would shine as one of the stars who were trained under ma father's shelter. But as the days progressed, he showed that he wasn't a star who shines at nights..... But The Sun who luminates his fellow mates..... It wasn't because of his first movie.... But I had it realised when I was tempted to view some of his short films.......

And then , I reached ma important stage of life, to clear ma exams and get on to study further and to get equipped with desktops and laptops as a Web-Designer! My life went on as it was destined to..... Until....

I met him in the train! It was him! Surprisingly, I was glad to meet him for the first time. I was a bit shocked when he didn't recognise me and then I appreciated his unwillingness of not getting to know his role model's personal data! Maybe of mine! The mostly lacking quality in today's generation!

That reflected his other side!

I thought I could make a good deal of friendship with him with ma identity secret! But that thought vanished when he said that he..... he.... he was in love with me! That too at the first meet?!!! Too dramatic, I thought!

At the station  I revealed out everything to ma cousin cum bestie Shivani.... while she said "oh my God! Arjun! Girls do crave for his single autograph and that man proposed you! I bet you'll have your life partner in the same profession as your father's! "

My one fiercy look made her calm!

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The day I met him at the park, I was shockingly surprised as he hadn't forgotten that day! Then, I was keen in revealing ma identity, understanding how needed was that in that situation!

Then it all happened, some talks, many smiles, the movie preview which had our first meet portrayed to surprise me......!

But I really don't know if I had that thing for him as I'm very dependent in taking decisions. And for this, I had none other than ma Shivani.... But now she is in France with her sister! I had to wait for her return which may take at least a month from now!

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"Answer ma questions" I said, having a seat opposite him.

His visit here was really very unexpected as I thought he would have been in rage for my non-adult -like behaviour. I ,just like that, left Chennai making him uninformed! Though he wasn't ma Valentine officially,at least he behaved as a good friend!

"For which shall I answer first? "He grinned sipping his juice.

"You're welcome to ma home Arjun. But what made you come here suddenly? "I asked him as he'd give me enough time to calm down.

"I am finally here only to meet you, Shruthi. I thought my 'I miss her' feel had crossed it's limits and I had to urge in looking out for you"

"Oh really! But when were we so close together that you've got a chance of missing me now, huh?" That sounded clever!

"We don't have to be together always for an itch of a feeling yaar, it's just your conscience that lets out a cry when you terribly need to share something with that one person who means a lot to you! "He casually said it, looking deep into ma eyes! Every time he does look me like that! What has he ever found in them!

"Arjun, you really do stun me with your preference of words..... But I think the time we spent..... It's really not enough to get deeper feelings developed for each other, you know.You said it at the first day and we've not got to spend sufficient time with each others presence. You may feel it adequate but for me..... I'm unable to decide a position for you in ma life! "I said with an embarrassed and a confused mood.

That didn't seem to hinder his confident smile. "Take your time, yaar! It's not that you had to feel the same as I do! I just wanna see you and spend a month with you.Any problems? "He asked expectantly.

What the fish!!!!!! A month!! A whole month in Banglore with me! Impossible!!!!