afterthoughts

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this started as a poem about suicide, i was going to kill myself again. I can remember how i wanted to do it, write a poem as a goodbye and then i would swallow my fear and do it. 

Im writing this 3 months later, 

ive shown myself that suicide isnt the answer. Ive found what ive been looking for. My own life coming soon in theaters near you. 

ive shown myself that the saddness might stick around for a while, sometimes worse than others. 

the regret doesnt go away in a pop

the pain falters


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