Yiyun's Blood Thirst (Fruit Knife)

The End of the Great?

Amber's POV

I went out to go to a random club.
I didn't bother to put effort on my attire, just casual clothes and a cap to cover my face.

Maybe alcohol and loud music can drown my thoughts out.

I want to forget everything!

I want to forget this stupid feelings for her!

"one more shot please!" I ordered the bartender.

"right away!"

I was doing my own business drinking alone when a girl sat next to me, ordering a bottle of a hard drink.

'Tsk. She probably has a big problem , drinking your problems away? What a clever idea' I thought then proceed to drinking another shot

She adjusted her seat then she noticed me. She got up then tried to peek under my cap.

And I got so irritated.

This is really not the right time to be noticed by a random clingy girl and flirt her way to get me under their pants.

"hey Amber, what are you doing here?"
The girl suddenly asks. I am not surprise that she knows my name. Almost everybody knows my name in every club so what's new?

"drinking" I replied without looking at her

"I see..."

she play her finger on my neck that made me looked at her

"Vic?"

"yes, you look horrible Am..what happened?"

she gave me a shot.

"I guess its still my phobia with blood, I can't sleep with what happened last night" I made an excuse

she gave me another shot.

" I don't think its the main reason.."

'yes its because of krys !'

"think what you want"

I took another one

"so... do you want me to help you with your real problem?"

"how?"

"love me"

I gulp my tequila on what she said.

'is she really the answer for me to forget krystal?'

"here..."she hand me another shot.

I didn't notice that I already drank 2 bottles.

"that's not funny Vic"

"it shouldn't be, cause I'm not joking"

I face her

"look Vic, if its just because of s*x I can give it to you whenever you want but don't misinterpret it with love, cuz that's just lust you're feeling right now"

SLAP!

"who are you to tell me what I feel Amber?"

I stay silent

"I thought you care for me? well guess what? you are just like those jerks!,"

I let her talk some more, its not like its the first time I heard those words

"you'll make me assume that you like me. Then you'll make me fall, but the truth is, you don't have any plans on catching me. You'll just leave me broken and feel stupid about myself on falling on your trap!..... Just like them."